Tuesday
met kel in school
this time se wasn't late
coz i auto-deduct half an hour from our meeting time
hehe XD
den went to school to accompany her to collect the graduation robe
but both of us didn't notice the dates
tat cannot collect le
so she have to go back to school to collect on 23rd may
so we went to eat
of coz our usual all-time favourites
honeydew fruit juice
fish mee sua
chicken omelette
gloria jean's cafe
den she left while i went to meet dar
walked with dar to AMK
walked around
ate n off dar accompanied me to school
he accompanied me thru lesson
n as well as on the bus journey home
was super happy
coz dar was by my side
during the time oso complaining to him abt some stuff
n ya i got to know some ba gua news
lols
n as the usual i'm nice
coz he accompanied me for lesson today
i sent dar home
n den i went home
hehe XD
today is mummy's death anniversary
it marks the 18th year she left me alone to face my unknown future
but i wan to thank her to giving birth to me
enduring the pain of cutting up her tummy to get me out
coz without her enduring it i wun meet dar
n i wun learn so many things in life
n i wun get to feel how dar loves me, how papa n jie loves me n of coz i wun get to know my beloved friends out there. u know who u are tat i love so much
so ya... love ME MORE!!!

Wednesday
wasn't supposed to go out
but morning my baobei serhui msg me to eat lunch
met at hougang mall
den ate the japanese food at the food court
chatted alot
went to compasspoint
n yar i bought a dress again!!
ewww
n tml i shall go buy that super duper nice tube top that i saw
lols
den off we went home
tml maybe we'll met up again
today felt tat sense of helplessness again
some things cannot be changed
so things cannot be controlled by me
so i have no choice but accept the fact
n yes i've accepted n let everything go
wat abt u?