Tuesday, January 30, 2007 taken from chien wei's blog:
许玮伦17点09分心跳停止 经2小时抢救不治
艺人许玮伦昨日在国道上发生严重，情況一直沒有改善，今日下午5点09分，心跳停止，经过医生2个小时抢救后，于晚间7点37分宣告不治。医生表示，因为许玮伦的脑水肿的部份，一直沒有，有效的改善，下午5点09分，多突然休克，经过医师全力抢救，在晚间7点37分抢救无效，目前家属已经在处理后事部分，将在晚间会将许玮伦遗体送回台北。
艺人许玮伦昨日在国道上发生严重，情況一直沒有改善，今日下午5点09分，心跳停止，经过医生2个小时抢救后，于晚间7点37分宣告不治。医生表示，因为许玮伦的脑水肿的部份，一直沒有，有效的改善，下午5点09分，多突然休克，经过医师全力抢救，在晚间7点37分抢救无效，目前家属已经在处理后事部分，将在晚间会将许玮伦遗体送回台北。
haiz... yeterday just get to know the bad news...
den was so damn the sad la...
it's like i like to watch her shows...
and can't imagine that jus a car accident can take away such a young girl's life...
she's so pretty and talented...
omg..
last night cried for her...
at least she's worth the tears...
newspaper says that she just learnt to whip up two dishes...
den she last said to the media..
that she wanted to go home whip the dishes for her parents...
such a fillial, talent pretty girl...
those talents gave by god...
and took away her beautiful and meaningful life so fast and sudden...
really saddens people...
yesterday was totally restless...
coz overwhelmed by sadness...
really from deep inside my heart...
i really like her...
hope she will rest in peace...
though sad...
but i must learn to let go...
cherish people around you...
written at 2:01 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007 hey...
online to do the eff ws ica3...
that stupid irene...
make me need to pay more for my internet bills....
gonna get terrible scolding from papa to come online soo often...
but not even my fault la...
is teacher's fault for giving us so many projects!!
den it's like can't that stupid idiot irene tell us to hand in the draft earlier...
it's like giving us at this time where we got lots of stuff to do??
wth...
den tell us to hand in in few days time??
wat is she thinking man...
wtf...
and now i have to write the report...
who says poly life is easy??
which idiot said that!!!
anybody who said that is the whole world's first stupid idiot...
i'm getting crazy man...
that idiot irene is getting onto my nerves...
luckily this is the last ica...
if not another time sure flare up de...
marked her down during the teacher evaluation...
she's the worst of the whole lot of teachers...
but anyway i dun think that is useful...
the school will just hire her again because of lack of teachers...
and she always say think out of singaporeans mindset...
as if she not singaporean...
even if she is not a singaporean...
she's living in singapore...
if she's not happy with singaporeans mindset...
den happy roll back to your country and dun ever appear again...
she jus f**king pisses me off!!
online to do the eff ws ica3...
that stupid irene...
make me need to pay more for my internet bills....
gonna get terrible scolding from papa to come online soo often...
but not even my fault la...
is teacher's fault for giving us so many projects!!
den it's like can't that stupid idiot irene tell us to hand in the draft earlier...
it's like giving us at this time where we got lots of stuff to do??
wth...
den tell us to hand in in few days time??
wat is she thinking man...
wtf...
and now i have to write the report...
who says poly life is easy??
which idiot said that!!!
anybody who said that is the whole world's first stupid idiot...
i'm getting crazy man...
that idiot irene is getting onto my nerves...
luckily this is the last ica...
if not another time sure flare up de...
marked her down during the teacher evaluation...
she's the worst of the whole lot of teachers...
but anyway i dun think that is useful...
the school will just hire her again because of lack of teachers...
and she always say think out of singaporeans mindset...
as if she not singaporean...
even if she is not a singaporean...
she's living in singapore...
if she's not happy with singaporeans mindset...
den happy roll back to your country and dun ever appear again...
she jus f**king pisses me off!!
written at 4:10 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007 
oh ya... our management interview done again....
this is my ex-tutor!!!
miss her loads...
these few days very damn the busy... 
today went bugis...
shop for some clothes...
den rush to bishan at 3...
reach jie mentor house...
den we take a look at the baby...
written at 11:36 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 haha...
here to blog...
coz no more time to blog le...
replying to Nakaido's tag...
happy??
must feel honoured to be mentioned in my blog k!!!
ya...
sunday to monday can't sleep well...
almost can say never sleep...
coz toooo stressted le...
especially when exam timetable come out le...
exams soon...
got lots of things to do...
leg pain...
last night go interview mel...
damn long no see...
was chatting non-stop after the interveiw...
thanx to the bad answers my cousin gave...
that i can meet her...
she damn nice i last minute call her out den she oso ok with it and come out...
love her loads!!!
den she gave damn good answers...
this differentiates a JC student and a Poly student...
poly students give more professional and good industrial answers...
here to blog...
coz no more time to blog le...
replying to Nakaido's tag...
happy??
must feel honoured to be mentioned in my blog k!!!
ya...
sunday to monday can't sleep well...
almost can say never sleep...
coz toooo stressted le...
especially when exam timetable come out le...
exams soon...
got lots of things to do...
leg pain...
last night go interview mel...
damn long no see...
was chatting non-stop after the interveiw...
thanx to the bad answers my cousin gave...
that i can meet her...
she damn nice i last minute call her out den she oso ok with it and come out...
love her loads!!!
den she gave damn good answers...
this differentiates a JC student and a Poly student...
poly students give more professional and good industrial answers...
den she drive me and jie home...
coz jie want to see her ma...
so jie tagged along...
then on the car was taking the organisational chart from her...
den was like talking alot...
missed her so much...
yay... after exams sure call her out!!!
den got management project today to pia...
afterall never do much...
den is like only type in the stuff lo...
and found the company profile...
busy week man!!!
written at 3:12 PM
Saturday, January 13, 2007 haiz...
this weekend got lots of stuff to do...
tihs week oso keep going out...
so need to keep pushing back my facial date...
sianz lo...
den this week keep going to heartland mall...
was quite lucky that i never see them at all...
bought my tube!!
damn nice...
think should be wearing it n new year ba...
but it's black and white..
lao pa later scold mi lo...
read through frenz bloggie today...
found out that actually my those frenz didn't even know wat's happening...
means tt they haf not been reading my blog..
and that shows that...
everybody should know...
anyway...
past that stage of sadness...
to me...
they're not even equivalent to strangers now...
will not blog for a few days le ba..
but i guess nobody even bother whether i post a not...
feel that i'm so insignificant in people's hearts...
guess im just so unimportant in everybody's minds...
guess if im to leave the world...
nobody will even remember me or cry for mi or even miss mi...
this is my life...
insignificant life...
im jus a useless freak tt...
haiz...
jie went for her NUS talk...
and going to NUS need GPA of 3.8...
m i going to hit that score...
guess not...
hard la...
if never hit still can take SAT exam...
but it's on language and sec math...
maths ok la... am aths i oso ok...
but language...
25min need write a terribly good essay..
omg..
faints...
but i rather go ntu...
so gonna work hard for my 3 years...
my beloved mama and zhen...
you all oso must jia you...
we will promote together..
you all excel can do it de...
i know you all can...
got confidence in you all!!
this weekend got lots of stuff to do...
tihs week oso keep going out...
so need to keep pushing back my facial date...
sianz lo...
den this week keep going to heartland mall...
was quite lucky that i never see them at all...
bought my tube!!
damn nice...
think should be wearing it n new year ba...
but it's black and white..
lao pa later scold mi lo...
read through frenz bloggie today...
found out that actually my those frenz didn't even know wat's happening...
means tt they haf not been reading my blog..
and that shows that...
everybody should know...
anyway...
past that stage of sadness...
to me...
they're not even equivalent to strangers now...
will not blog for a few days le ba..
but i guess nobody even bother whether i post a not...
feel that i'm so insignificant in people's hearts...
guess im just so unimportant in everybody's minds...
guess if im to leave the world...
nobody will even remember me or cry for mi or even miss mi...
this is my life...
insignificant life...
im jus a useless freak tt...
haiz...
jie went for her NUS talk...
and going to NUS need GPA of 3.8...
m i going to hit that score...
guess not...
hard la...
if never hit still can take SAT exam...
but it's on language and sec math...
maths ok la... am aths i oso ok...
but language...
25min need write a terribly good essay..
omg..
faints...
but i rather go ntu...
so gonna work hard for my 3 years...
my beloved mama and zhen...
you all oso must jia you...
we will promote together..
you all excel can do it de...
i know you all can...
got confidence in you all!!
written at 7:46 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007 
my feelings now...
haiz...
today monday le..
got lots of things that happen...
got to know alot of stuff from serhui tt day...
was so damn upset...
since to you all i'm just an irritating maybe not even human in you all eyes...
then just be it...
and i rather you all dun ever appear again in front of me...
and if our friendship really meant nothing to you all...
den so be it...
it doesn't mean i do not have frens...
just that since you didn't not want the frienship den just forget it...
i can cherish more other things...
though sad but i do not have other choices...
so i can only let things go past...
letting off may be a better choice...
i never expected things will turn out like this...
but ready expected ending of our frenship even at sec3...
so giving up time...
maybe this post will let me go through worst consequences...
but i rather face it...
facing it is better than avoiding...
that day went back PL with senior for cca fair...
damn beautiful la...
saw yunlu...
hear her call my name again...
felt so nice to see her...
after cca fair...
went tm to visit serhui...
coz jie missed her loads...
den waited for her for her break...
was shopping all by myself for an hour...
coz jie went to siti harvest(spelling dunno correct??)...
den ate at han's...
chatted alot...
it was then that i got to know the stuff mentioned up there...
giving up is the only choice for me...
yesterday practised excel...
ica tml...
hope will do well...
practised from 10am to 8pm...
first time so pia for IT...
only like that can temporary let me stop thinking abt some stuff...
but i only managed to tahan until 1am...
den cried on jie's shoulder...
jie must keep tt shirt wor...
got my precious tears...
read people's post...
sad...
but guess...
i do not even mean at all to them anymore...
but at least i still got my jie mei hua to be there to support me!!!
i LOVE YOU ZHEN AND MAMA!!!
thanks for being there to listen to my sorrows...
thanks for being there to support me...
thanks for being there when i cried...
thanks...
can never express my gratitude to you two...
words can't seem to prove anything...
thanks looooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddddddddssssssssssssss!!!
today monday le..
got lots of things that happen...
got to know alot of stuff from serhui tt day...
was so damn upset...
since to you all i'm just an irritating maybe not even human in you all eyes...
then just be it...
and i rather you all dun ever appear again in front of me...
and if our friendship really meant nothing to you all...
den so be it...
it doesn't mean i do not have frens...
just that since you didn't not want the frienship den just forget it...
i can cherish more other things...
though sad but i do not have other choices...
so i can only let things go past...
letting off may be a better choice...
i never expected things will turn out like this...
but ready expected ending of our frenship even at sec3...
so giving up time...
maybe this post will let me go through worst consequences...
but i rather face it...
facing it is better than avoiding...
that day went back PL with senior for cca fair...
damn beautiful la...
saw yunlu...
hear her call my name again...
felt so nice to see her...
after cca fair...
went tm to visit serhui...
coz jie missed her loads...
den waited for her for her break...
was shopping all by myself for an hour...
coz jie went to siti harvest(spelling dunno correct??)...
den ate at han's...
chatted alot...
it was then that i got to know the stuff mentioned up there...
giving up is the only choice for me...
yesterday practised excel...
ica tml...
hope will do well...
practised from 10am to 8pm...
first time so pia for IT...
only like that can temporary let me stop thinking abt some stuff...
but i only managed to tahan until 1am...
den cried on jie's shoulder...
jie must keep tt shirt wor...
got my precious tears...
read people's post...
sad...
but guess...
i do not even mean at all to them anymore...
but at least i still got my jie mei hua to be there to support me!!!
i LOVE YOU ZHEN AND MAMA!!!
thanks for being there to listen to my sorrows...
thanks for being there to support me...
thanks for being there when i cried...
thanks...
can never express my gratitude to you two...
words can't seem to prove anything...
thanks looooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddddddddssssssssssssss!!!
written at 1:00 PM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 haiz...
today was supposedly to be a holiday for me...
but need to come back school to do my econs project...
afterall our group like never do anything lehz...
met mama at 10am to do our part of the project...
actually mama say wan meet at 8am one...
den i was like "huh?! so eary!!"
den we changed to 10am...
but it was still too early...
we finished the whole thing at 11am...
was like not even 1hr...
coz i ate my breakfast...
so we mum mum our lunch...
den still damn the early...
den is like we go our sea there sit...
and i ate my lolipop!!!!!
and mama was so amused with mi mum mum-ing my lolipop...
say i mum mum lolipop like xiao hai zi...
but really la...
lolipop can satisfy me...
haha...
but of coz must be the flavour i like la...
saved 1 loli for tml...
was sick yesterday night again...
vomitted...
and was so giddy...
but felt a little better today...
especially after my lolipop...
totally hao le...
heex...
lolipop rocks!!!
just now read zhen's blog...
was very touched...
yea...
i love zhen and mama loads too!!!
they were oso there for me and listened to all my craps...
heex...
i oso cherished them..
since this time sick i really understood that life is precious...
life is also not meant to be when we dun haf good health...
i was so damn sick that i once thought i could not tahan anymore...
but i managed to pull it through...
heex...
now really cherish every new day i had...
to all my friends...
do not take life lightly...
it's precious...
everyday is a gift...
if you do not cherish your life...
might as well give it to those that wan to live but do not have the chance...
first lesson learnt in year 2007...
cherish life!!
today was supposedly to be a holiday for me...
but need to come back school to do my econs project...
afterall our group like never do anything lehz...
met mama at 10am to do our part of the project...
actually mama say wan meet at 8am one...
den i was like "huh?! so eary!!"
den we changed to 10am...
but it was still too early...
we finished the whole thing at 11am...
was like not even 1hr...
coz i ate my breakfast...
so we mum mum our lunch...
den still damn the early...
den is like we go our sea there sit...
and i ate my lolipop!!!!!
and mama was so amused with mi mum mum-ing my lolipop...
say i mum mum lolipop like xiao hai zi...
but really la...
lolipop can satisfy me...
haha...
but of coz must be the flavour i like la...
saved 1 loli for tml...
was sick yesterday night again...
vomitted...
and was so giddy...
but felt a little better today...
especially after my lolipop...
totally hao le...
heex...
lolipop rocks!!!
just now read zhen's blog...
was very touched...
yea...
i love zhen and mama loads too!!!
they were oso there for me and listened to all my craps...
heex...
i oso cherished them..
since this time sick i really understood that life is precious...
life is also not meant to be when we dun haf good health...
i was so damn sick that i once thought i could not tahan anymore...
but i managed to pull it through...
heex...
now really cherish every new day i had...
to all my friends...
do not take life lightly...
it's precious...
everyday is a gift...
if you do not cherish your life...
might as well give it to those that wan to live but do not have the chance...
first lesson learnt in year 2007...
cherish life!!
written at 2:21 PM
