read my frens blog today...
knew that some where happy...
some were not...
haiz...
dun understand many stuff...
not happy just say out loud...
dun keep inside...
now i'm happy...
at this stage...

yap...
this morning got to know the fund management option result come out le...
den i was like...
go where check and everything...
luckily i got in...
but separated from my beloved laoshah...
omg...
sads....
nvm...
still got lessons will be together de ba...
lol...
den read people's blog...
wuah weng kin's blog is so....
lols...
my fs frens can go read if you all know him...
ya...
i agree with him...
lol...
but...
haiz...
different people different thinking...
and different ways of acting...
some talk it out direct...
some write on blog...
i oso like to talk out direct...
lols...
same here...
anything not happy with me...
say it to me direct...
maybe there's some explanations...
maybe i can realise my mistake...
so talking out will be a better option...
anything i not happy will oso tell you straight...
den say out le...
i'm fine le...
i'll still treat everybody that i know as frens...
forgive and forget la..
after everything...
nothing changes...
so dun suppress everything inside...
say it out is better...
you'll feel better...
and let others know their mistake...
at least it'll benefit them plus yourself...

and now got projects to rush...
but can't really concentrate to do...
coz i keep wanting to watch e zuo ju 2 wen...
so nice...
at least better than gong zhu xiao mei...
gong zhu xiao mei is so not nice...
ending oso not nice...
haiz...
predicted everything...

heex...
mood very super duper good...
lolx...
today kelynn and syidah is not in school...
they took mc...
so only left lao shah and lao jem for our group...
lolx..
so poor thing wor...
lolx...
but talked alot with lao shah today...
lolx...
this weekend was very happy...

last friday...
took half day leave...
coz was 3month for me and dar...
went out with him to celebrate...
had hsbc talk...
k la....
quite interesting...
make me really wan to work...
lolx...
very long never work le...
hahas...
den left halfway...
so missed quite alot...
just got more info from my lao shah...
hahas...
den dar accompany back home to put down stuff and all that...
den he was sleeping on my sofa while i put odwn my stuff...
omg!!
he is SUCH A PIG!!!!
lolx...
had a hard time waking him up...
actually i give up already..
decided to let him sleep...
den he woke up...
idiot lo...
take me as bolster...
must help him change his habit...
he ar...
once tired den will hug anything insight...
take me as bolster...
do i look like a bolster??!!!
idiot...
den went to marina square...
watched 27dresses...
lol...
nice show...
but coz dar was tired...
he slept for the first part of the show...
the show is nice lo...
just that...
the counter woman gave us the couple seat...
whereby the middle got no handle de lo...
den beside us all couples...
i feel so wierd...
omg!!!!
den while dar was sleeping...
was the kissing part of the show...
den i was like...
how come the kissing sound sounded so live...
den i turned to my side...
okays...
it's the couple beside us kissing away...
luckily dar was sleeping...
if not i'll feel more awkward...
dunno why...
lol...
den walked around for awhile...
night at esplanade is still my fav...
coz it's damn beautiful...
lols...
den home sweet home...
dar was already sleeping on the bus already...
bus was so crowded...

saturday...
was scheduled to go eat sakura...
that's for dinner...
den in the afternoon went to wake dar up...
while jie stay at home do project...
den hard time waking him up as usual...
took off his pillow bolster nad blanket...
and guess wat...
i'm the pillow plus bolster again...
omg...
had at difficult idiot time struggling out...
den managed to come out at saw his mum...
i said i give up waking him up...
his mum went nagging away again...
but her nagging all say deep into my heart man!
ya...
tell him sleep early oso dun listen...
always play game...
dun understand wat's so fun...
just fight and fight...
so wat's the point...
u only waste your time...
and energy...
make urself so tired...
den he woke up...
played with girl girl...
den girl girl's bf come le...
so young den got bf wor!!!
lol...
den his mum cooked beehoon for us...
ate it...
k la...
tasted fine...
lol...
luckily i eat everything...
lol....
den off to my house to meet jie...
okays...
she online shop again...
and so...
same for me...
bought many clothes again!!!!
omg...
i'm seriously freakingly broke....
lols...
den off to sakura...
was practically forcing dar to eat...
must make him to eat more...
appetide so small...
half my apetide wor...
cannot...
lol....
den home sweet home...
played daiti...
playing with dar wasn't fun...
always plan and plan...
i more used to just take and throw...
wat comes den face...
lol...
that's where we compromise...
lol...
den he went home...
was looking at him walk off...
lols...
he like so tired as usual...
lol...
he almost banged into the lamp post...
lols...
was laughing like crazy as i saw that...

sunday...
jie need do project as usual...
so the comp will be hers...
no comp for me as usual...
so off to wake dar up again!!!
lols...
den this time no need wake him...
just call him to open door for me...
coz his bro at home...
den cannot go in the room la...
if not wake his bro up...
den waited for him..
even call him go bathe and brush teeth oso so difficult...
den his mum bought hor fun for us...
we shared...
but dun feel like eating...
den dar force me to eat by forcing food into my mouth...
den the hor fun dropped on my shirt!!!
kns...
den i wearing white lo...
somemore just nice at my chest part...
kns...
and the idiot...
of coz he is laughing away...
wth...
den watched show for awhile...
during that period...
dar gave me small cornettos.... yogurt...
omg...
i'm really getting fat...
den off to my house...
den through the journey was using my bag to cover the stained area...
den obviously he was laguhing away again...
saying that is i dig the nose and wipe on my shirt...
pls la...
you super gross lo...
den home...
went down bought dinner for jie...
den watched the exorcist and ate dinner...
was super full...
den watch finished le...
dar went home...
lols...
den papa came back from his trip le...
he bought clothes for me and jie...
which were all in wrong size!!!
omg...
faintz...

den today!!!!!!!
both beloved teammates were on mc...
left lao jem and aishah(laoshah)...
den chit chatted alot...
and guess wat...
we went to buy chocolates again...
imagine our personal selling report...
with all the chocolates bought...
and everyday 1 receipt of chocolates...
lol...
teacher can laugh the guts out if she wants...
coz i really unable to sell the personal selling items..
other than buying for personal selling...
there's nothing more i know can increase personal selling le...
sobs...
i'm gonna grow fat + diabetes...
omg...
today was exchanging songs with laoshah...
lols...
den realised got alot of photos i haven't blog yet...
shall blog it soon...
lols...
project time...
tatas...

heex...
this week not yet blog yet...
this week very hectic...
many things happened at home...
i learnt alot of things this week...
changed my thinking again...
haiz...

monday...
had a very wierd dream...
den woke up go school...
first time i start to cherish everything around me...
suddenly everything became so beautiful...
when looking at sky, trees, the roads, the flats...
everything seemed so beautiful...
was admiring the scene...
den i realised...
the dream had impact on me ba...
but its for the better...
now i cherish every single item...
everything around me...
was quite happy the whole day...
coz everything seemed so beautiful...
that beautified my day...
den that day...
after school...
went home with dar...
he so tired le...
actually can go home earlier de...
den he insisted that he take a few more stops with me...
to accompany me home...
was quite touched...
coz he was really tired...
haiz...
see him like that touched is not only the feeling lo...
oso hurt...
everytime tell him to sleep early...
he oso play games or do dunno wat...
until late late de...
my words are useless...
haiz...

tuesday...
alot of things happened...
haiz...
morning...
in fsrc...
rushing project like crazy...
coz wednesday project deadline...
and we haven't really done even 10%...
all on research...
haiz...
rushed through...
and managed to finish my part...
den wuah...
super dead de...
den on my way home...
so tired...
but can't sleep coz got alot of people...
den people all like wierd wierd de...
so scary...
so tahan until go home...
den auntie came...
sat for awhile...
den she left...
few minutes later....
received a call...
saying that she just met with and accident...
the woman on the phone was like...
"do u know mdm ___"
me: "ya. why?"
woman:"she just met with an accident. motorcycle ramped her dead"
me:"huh?! you mean?"
woman:"motorcycle ran into her. can you come down now"
me:"okiez where is the accident?"
conversation abt the location...
woman:"okiez? can you come down now. how long will you take?"
me:"okiez i run over now... taking only 2min"
me:"wait did is she still breathing? still got heartbeat?"
woman:"ya still breathing still got heartbeat. she's conscious"
me:"den just now you say ramped dead??!!! anyway i come down now"

den me and jie run over...
it was just in front of bowen...
around 1 bus stop away from my house...
was running frantically to look for her...
it was damn scary scene...
her forehead was dripping water...
her leg ankle is like...
the soles on the floor...
but her leg bone was protruding out...
very extremely scary...
she held my hand say "meimei help me very pain"
i was like...
everything is over...
dun scare...
we're here...
we'll help you as much as possible...
many people was around us...
passerbys trying to help...
and many drivers stop by to help as well...
singaporeans really nice people...
den she was trembling like crazy...
den the floor got lots of blood...
papa wasn't around...
3su can't manage to contact him...
so no choice only me and jie to answer everything...
omg...
was terrible...
and a passerby still tell me to wipe off the blood on the floor...
i was like...
hur?!
siaoz...
den auntie's blood dripped all over my hands...
finally ambulance came n sent her to hospital...
jie went with her..
i stay at home to inform the adults...
scary like crazy...
was really scared...
i scared to blood...
it's so much blood all over...
on my way home...
passerbys were like looking at me...
as though i'm a murderer like tt...
coz hands and legs were full of blood...
omg...
den reached home...
just sat there...
nobody there for me...
can only try to calm myself down...
den 3su came...
asked stuff...
and rushed down to the hospital...
den i try calling dar...
think his phone no batt or wat...
can't call through...
omg...
den totally broke down and cry...
den papa came back...
was crying and telling him...
he rushed down as well...
n he still chuck money give me to go downstairs and eat...
i was like...
hur?! i where got mood to eat?
papa still tell me must eat...
so no choice...
told dar...
he ran over from his house...
make until his foot hurts...
feel so bad...
but luckily he was there for me...
at that moment sort of...
forgot everything that happened...
he cheered me up...
but the freaking cat scare me like crazy...
if people who knows me well should know i'm really scared of cats...
scared of cats like crazy...
den dar attract cats!!!
omg...
the black cat was following us around like dunno wat...
den finally he was faraway...
we decided to sit down..
den once he walk over and sit down...
the cat suddenly run very fast...
heading us!!
omg...
i just screamed and ran away...
got teenagers around as well...
they stopped wat they are doing and look over...
and said so lame...
pls la...
everybody got their weakness...
i'm just freaking afraid of cats can...!
will die izzit??
omg...
den sat at void deck awhile...
and dar sent me home...
haiz...
once reached home...
everything came back...
all the memories...
omg...
was shivering again...
den received news that auntie's leg bone was broken...
omg...

next day...
rushed to school coz i was late...
den rushed project the whole day...
managed to get the report and everything out...
ran up and down so many times to print stuff...
omg...
legs were hurting ready...
ok i dun have good stamina and strength...
hahas...
den presentation..
we were the last group...
den wait until very tiring...
den was like...
suddenly remember a very important part forget to print to put into report...
den i ran all the way down....
den print ready run up..
wuah really can die de lehz...
den presenation only few minutes later...
was like...
can't even breathe well...
den was like breathing damn hard for ppt...
ok...
the result...
my presentation was breathless...
and came out terrible...
ok...
my voice totally sucked yesterday...
den whole day never eat...
den meet jie in school after sch...
den she pei me go eat at koufu...
den go home...
reached home at 6 plus 7 like tt...
den papa decided to bring us to hospital to visit auntie...
den the bus journey was very long!!!!!
omg...
was like dying on the bus le...
coz it's at changi hospital!!!
omg...
den reached...
auntie looked so scary...
think she must be hurting alot...
den papa fed her with food...
though hospital got food la...
but where got enough for her...
she eat food is double of wat i eat la...
den she will full..
and imagine my appetide so huge...
wat abt her...
den she eat finish le...
den she burped...
den suddenly i feel so happy...
at least she can burp...
first time i really appreciate the burped...
so next time cannot nag at syidah to stop burping le...
lol...
den go home...
reached home like 12 plus...
den papa still insist to cook dinner and we eat le den sleep...
den wuah...
he cook finish le is already 1 plus...
ate le...
went to sleep straight after...
den sit up on bed...
but was sleeping...
wuah...
whole night have nightmar...
so end up tossing and turning...
den equals to not sleeping lo...
so today brought cushion to school...
so that i can sleep...
heh heh...
lol...

this week like no time for dar...
i'm sorry...
next time wun le...
coz this few days got lots of stuff...
project...
auntie...
i still need to take care of other family members...
so sorry...
haiz...
but your dar here learnt alot of things know!!! heex...

hahas...
finally one more project down...
two more to go...
lol...
so happy...
today presentation for our group wasn't as bad as i think...
mr ramesh didn't make things hard for our group...
heex...
was okiez...
just that because i'm the last speaker...
and there is limit to ppt time...
so i rushed through my part...
luckily mr ramesh is ablie to catch wat i'm saying...
so happy...
lol...

for the past few days...
breakfast is our prata as per normal...
lol...
den think is monday...
while walking to north canteen...
i was sms-ing...
den aishah was walking in front...
me syidah and kel was behind...
den syidah stand extreme left...
i stand extreme right...
den suddenly syidah walked nearer to me...
and i spotted a brown thingy moving towards me and syidah...
lol...
den next moment...
i looked up from my phone..
and realised its a cockroach...
den me and syidah screamed at the same time...
kel was not shocked coz she saw it already...
den our screams scare aishah tat was walknig in front...
think we totally traumatised her...
den in front of us got 4 guys...
den they stopped at look wat happen...
lol...
den we run past le..
den i turned back...
realised behind us another 3 guys...
everybody was laughing...
and practically the whole walkway at biz blk heard us...
lol...
throw face sia...
super ruin image...
lol...
so embarrassed la...
and was traumatised the whole day by that cockroach...
lol...
until afternoon...
we were like playing away...
den kel took syidah's shoe and throw behind my comp...
den syidah wanted me to take and return her...
den i say dun wan...
den she wan stand up and take le...
den i stand up pick up and throw...
lol...
den chien wei immediately took the shoe and wrapped in newspaper...
den he threw it out of fsrc...
lol...
den syidah run out to take...
chien wei cloed the door...
den syidah's scarf kana stuck..
den she was jumping away frantically outside...
lol...
den she managed to squeeze open to take out her scarf...
den the small door open le...
and syidah is like...
never see the small door open or wat...
den she still keep on trying to open the big door...
make until the whole fsrc all laughing away...
lol...
den it's like practically every day after school meet dar...
quite happy though...
many funny things...
den from monday onwards...
everytime we scare syidah that got cockroach...
without fail she'll get scare...
lol....

den is like today got presentation...
den last night slept at 4am...
due to the project...
this is wat we call...
dun do last minute work!
lol...
den it's like still need to iron presentation shirt...
den very late den sleep...
this morning got difficulty waking up...
den still miraculously reach school damn early...
so dead la...
den luckily presentation was fine...
lol..
so happy...
den we go eat lunch...
lol...
den laughing like crazy...
den spotted dar at the yong tau foo stall...
lol...
but he didn't look over...
so i never say hi...
den he msged over...
so embarrassing..!!
coz we are like bunch of siao char bo laughing away...
den on the way to cheers...
i go scare syidah...
and she screamed in front of a bunch of guys...
and the three of us laughing away...
lol...
den back in fsrc...
sleeping and gaming time!!!
lol...

haiz...
so long never update le...
even boss oso nagging at me!

lol...
k blogging about last week then...
last week forgot which day le...
aishah shoe making her hurt...
so we exchanged shoe...
and we look like that the whole day...


look damn dumb rite??
even we go for lunch people behind was like hey look at the legs...
lol...
den was a bit embarrassed...
but after a while den totally forget abt it le...
until hear the next comment...
lol...

the week like can't really meet dar...
den went home and xian was there waiting for me!!
so happy...
so i took photo with my precious foreva loyal xian xian!!!
and sent it to dar...
since he didn't see xian for such a long time!!
lol...
xian is absolutely cute rite!!!

and the week we must help out for open house...
then need to wear the super huge tee...
last year i wear s....
den this year no more size...
so have to wear l...
and this is how i look like!!


super big sized lo...
and dar his class dun have...
so i gave him the tee after that...
oso too big for him...
lol...
at least he wear look better than me wearing...
i wear le dun even need wear shorts de lo...
lol...
it's a dress!!!
lol...
damn dumb duty lo...
only giving out flyers for the fund administration option that is included for banking and finance...
hopefully i get to study that...
but my grades are so omg!!
think if they go by grades i can give up le lo...
lol...
pray hard to get it then...

the week went to sasa with kel and aishah to buy nail polish...
den we all bought same colour of different shades...
and we went back to fsrc...
and they tried on my nails...
so ended up the different shaeds as below:

see...
looks super funny lo...
lol...
hahas...

and saturday went dar's house to wake him up for open house duty...
the cute baby was at home...
she always got stunned when she see me...
played with her for quite long...
lol...
so cute...
next time take photo with her...
lol...
den almost slept on dar's bed...
wuah damn comfortable...
lol...
his bolster is like...
lol...
damn funny...
the middle of the bolster is like no sponge de...
den baby very cute...
flip dar's shirt up....
and den do the shame shame sign...
lol...
and den i realised dar's tummy got hair...
den i call the baby to pull...
and she really guai guai go pull know...
lol...
den sent dar to school for open house duty...
den on the way was giddy...
but didn't show it to dar...
until he leave...
wuah cannot tahan...
really damn giddy...
but managed to make it home...
made noodles...
so afterall...
i'm hungry...
lol...
den eat le...
heavy rain...
omg...
closed all the windows...
den meeting jie at hougang mall...
lol...
den realised dar was going hougang mall as well...
while walking...
noticed jie's hand...
as shown below:

so freaked out by the hand...
wat the...
very scary...
the whole hand can see the nerve...
so take pic...
but can't really see via this pic lehz...
lol...
den walked past long john...
didn't notice dar was inside as usual...
lol...
i'm always so blind...
god pls change me a new pair of eyes...
den he and his fren was like ehem...
ehem....
i too used to so many ehem...
till i didn't even bother...
den think dar was pissed ba...
lol...
den walked everywhere all can see dar...
as people know...
hougang mall is so small...
ate aijisen...
the crayfish ramen...
is not bad lo...
lol...
den way home...!!
lol...
dar was so sad...
i understand why la...
sunday whole day slack at home...
lol...
had a good night sleep...
lol...
sleep for like 13+hours...
woots~~~
but still very sleepy...
at night around 8plus slept again...
lol...
i'm such a sleepy pig!!!!
lol...
den today...
school as per normal...
sianz...
today nothing to do lo...
ate lunch with my UOB mates...
quite happy today...
lol...
we got our testi!!!
yesh...
but it doesn't look like a testi to me at all...
somemore printing slanted de...
lol...
den back to fsrc...
sians day...
personal selling up again...
anybody wan bak kuah, new year cookies or brownie??
book from me if you wan!!!
lol...

+if you going to give attitude+
+and blame people for your attitude+
+might as well be prepared to lose your frens+

haiz...
so tired...
got lots of things to blog since i didn't blog for quite some time i guess...
funny thing in the past few days...
first...
last week sitting at sky garden having lunch with kelynn, syidah and aishah...
was fadai-ing(building sandcastles in the air)...
den the lift door opened...
and dar was inside...
my reaction was...
ehz this guy look so familiar...
yet i can't recognise him immediately...
den i was thinking aiya just wave first...
and he waved back...
den i was ok confirm my fren...
den lift door closed..
den suddenly i shout out...
ehz it's my bf...
lol...
they are all laughing at me la...
n i told dar...
den he feel damn hurt...
sorry la...
who call you have such a blur gf rite...
lol...

second...
after eating lunch at north canteen...
walking out of the canteen...
i turned to syidah...
wan ask her something...
and she burbed into my face...
den i was like so stunned...
den i stunned for a while before reacting...
was shouting omg...
lol...
laughing over it till today...
syidah and her burbs as everybody knows...
lol...

in fsrc...
having syidah in the group is so funny la...
laughing non-stop totally...
lol...
den today...
bought new nail polish again...
lol...
this time try new colours...
it's almost red..
can imagine?
lol...
tried all different three colours on my hand...
den my hand now have dark pink in all different shades...
lol...
looks damn wierd...
go home to remove ba...
today then know...
my stay at uob...
alot of things happened to our class...
didn't know wat happened yet...
haiz..
only thing i can do is haiz...
coz i dun even know wat's the prob...
haiyoyo...

today actually wan start on project...
but dunno why...
ended up playing games and reading blogs and online shopping....
lol...
haiz...
i'm a freaking slacker...
slack like dunno wat...
our group like only group that haven't start for project la...
omg...
must buck up tml...
hopefully we can start lo...

lunch at north as per normal...
today dunno why can eat so many stuffs...
i ate 1cheese prata, 2kosong prata...
den i finished like almost half of the plate of fried dong fen for kel...
omg...
and i still feel hungry...
syidah is like so amazed and staring at me...
think my appetide is getting bigger...
lol...
thanks to papa for the big feed...
lol...
i'm wierd...
but i must cut down...
i'm getting too fat..
lol...
somemore i wan save money for my new year clothes...
haven't got the chance to go and buy yet...
i wan buy more clothes first...
lol...
wan more skinnies and shorts..
lol...
and skirt and tops!!!
i'm a greedy person...
lol...
at least i admit it okie not like somebody wor!!!...
lol...
tiring week ahead...
open house is irritating...
ml getting results...
hopefully they wun make a big fuss ba...
though it's unfair...
but till now i still wish the best for him....
sorry uob mates...
but i'll feel bad...
so i choose not to...
you allshould know de ba...
sorry abt tt...
n dar...
sorry to be unable to meet u...
this week either i busy or you busy...
we'll find time de...
dun worry ba...

today...
i'm so late for school!!
so pissed with the bus...
stupid 72...
missed 5 buses becoz it was too crowded...
waited from 7.50 to 8.35...
thanks to somebody...
pushed me away from the bus door...
i was already going up the bus la...
my foot going to step into the bus le...
den some stupid auntie come push me away...
if not i wun have been late lo...
you are able to push me becoz of my pathetic foot...
it hurts for few days le...
next time see u will push u away...
let you know how it feels...
omg...
den run from the bus sopt to fsrc...
omg...
luckily came in before gladys koh comes in...
she teaching us some stuff...
which i dun really understand...
lols...
was reading people's blog during the 'lesson'...
lols...
read my classmates blog...
and felt abit unfair...
not that i dun wan go for the outing...
that day received chein wei's e-mail..
i replied that i would go...
but nobody informed me of where we are going and the time...
so no choice i went with my uob mates...
then now den know about the outing...
feel...
dunno how to say...
mixed feelings...

but now i new year...
put all that is past behind...
i'll let go of everything...
feel alot after reading andy's blog...
true...
i hate class politics...
afterall we'll only be together for another 1+year...
why not live with harmony...
everybody are still friends...
even if angry oso angry for awhile only lo...
nothing is forever...
just let things pass...
you'll be a happier person...
was quite sad to hear more class politics going on again...
haiz...
and quite sad that i didn't go for class outing...
haiz...
next time hope somebody let me know about it ba...
sobs...

this week like no time to meet dar lehz...
feel bad to him...
actually was waiting for him to come ask me out...
he's busy i guess...
and dar...
you cut hair or not oso no difference de...
and you like every month oso cut hair...
to me no diff lo...
lol....

sian day ahead...
i need more sleep...
shall sleep later after lunch...
hopefully i can sleep without my pillow den...

heex...
today 2nd day of 2008...
lols...
haven't write my resolution for 2007...
and wishes ahead...
lols...
shall write now after writing my recent happenings...
lol...

monday...
went back to tpy...
lol...
got lots of things to say...
how can the new philipinos flam us...
we never taught you all that way...
omg...
luckily the two mummys trust us...
lol..
hope our results can come back faster...
and luckily that anothny not in that day...
lol...
if not...
omg...
hate him to the core...
lol...
den walking back the same path...
like we're still going for work...
like everything is so familiar yet feels like total stranger...
lol..
and back for my ice-milo...
lol...
the milo girls drank it...
and the rest...
lol...
and on the last day of 2007...
me and dar had a terrible quarrel...
omg...
until i can't even smile when i see xian...
and somehow my xian understands...
she came and sort of hug me...
or rather she come into my arms let me hug her...
felt so much like crying...
den burst out crying when jie said...
cry out loud... everything will be ok after tat...
lols..
so cry out for quite long...
and quite loud...
luckily papa not in lo...
lol...

first day of 2008...
gong gong's death 49 days...
need to go temple early in the morning...
wake up earlier than going school time...
omg...
so terrible...
tired until can't even talk...
whole day face black black...
den still go see popo...
she reminicing the days she have with gong gong...
she say few days before gonggong passed away...
gong gong was taking care of her...
take water, biscuits feed her...
and oil to rub her tummy...
gong gong really loved popo alot...
so much that i feel so touched...
and then thinking abt me and dar still quarrelling when gonggong and popo are worlds apart now...
i feel so guilty...
almost cried out...
but luckily never wor...
so decided to meet dar at night...
lol...
den went out...
leg was damn pain...
tolerating the pain...
lol...
den back to the usual place...
amk hub...
omg...
but okiez la...
never wait very long...
den watched alien vs predator 2...
omg...
can die sia...
scare like dunno wat...
and saw dar's ex...
she is chio lo...
looks not bad sia...
dar's taste drop...
lol...
i'm not that good 'quality'...
lol...
den home sweet home...
dar seems troubled...
lol...
though he never show...
den wanted pei him go buy the bread de...
he diedie send me home..
drag until my hand pain...
then go home...
was eating while online doing project at like 12plus 1??
lol...
den 3plus den go bathe...
and ironing my clothes...
my idiot thumbdrive kana trojan horse...
need reformat the whole thing lo...
sads....
den waited for so long la...
den slept at 4...
6.50 den wake up liao...
coz today need go school and wear formal...
sucks lo...
foot now hurt like crazy...
sad...

okiez...
overlook of 2007...
sad year...
a year that i have to face many stuff...
very terrible horrible year...
1st...
friendship gone case...
2nd family got problem...
3rd... guys are so sucky...
4th kana uob call centre after being a telemarketer... omg...
5th... had dar...
think of all the things hat happened this year...
having dar was the best...
lolss...
but uob oso not bad la...
meet really nice friends...
somehow feel so united...
true friends that will care and concern for u...
this year really damn bad year...
suay until can die...
hope 2008 can be a better year for me...
lol...
2008 wishes...
new phone...
more clothes...
more shoes...
more bag...
new mp3...
everybody stay healthy and happy...
dar be happy everyday and not everyday moody and emo...
and hope we can last...