Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Yesterday
met baobei the afternoon at kovan for the fox factory outlet sale
its like very packed
coz it is the first day
but baobei managed to dig out two tops for me
when i went to queue n pay the person den tell me need to purchase at least 5
like wth!! no notices to say somemore
actually got quite a lot of nice tops
but ruined by the prints at the back of it
EWW!!!
den off we went to ps
managed to buy my cotton on top tat i wanted!
YESH!!!!!!
n it's cheap n got my size-- like finally!
n we walked to orchard
while baobei told me some stuff
which made my heart turned so cold-->full of disappointment
i realised they're an utter disappointment to me
like wat i say before
think wat u like to think of me
believe wateva that u chose to believe from wat others told u
i have no qualms abt it
i have no say abt it
n i wun wan to explain myself
i'm SICK N TIRED of explaining
after so many years, i'm really SICK OF ALL THESE STUPID problems
if my blog does bother u DUN READ IT!
humans are born with brains to think n figure out the truth
humans are born with heart to feel the truth
if people just blindly believe wat others say
SO BE IT!
i am still me
i wun explain if u believe in that already
from yesterday i heard the stuff
deep inside my heart is really cold n dead
like this friendship--> it's dead
from the yesterday onwards
u are no more than a STRANGER to me n no longer a fren
dun come n msn me n bother me anymore
i will ignore!
tihs is to prevent ur tongues from wagging n myself from getting anymore disappointment
those reading this
people who know thanks for advices n encouragement n believing in me
people who dunno think wateva u like i dun wan to bother
n to my beloved TRUE friends out there u all know everything n know how i felt now
acting calm n normal is only to cover up my true feelings so tat u all wun worry
after saying my piece on this matter i'll be fine
n to kel: i will share with u this matter one day
after telling me the stuff
we walked to wisma to get our lunch
actually wanted to go food court but we settled at the student meal at pepper lunch instead
after our brunch at taka toilet
n baobei really eats less
wells baobei!!! must eat more!!
n off we went shopping around
at far east we both liked a hairband n bought it!
YAYS!!
anyway i wun wear if we're going out together
n while walking to orchard mrt we stopped by starbucks
n we got our fav drinks
i had mango passion fruit ice blended n baobei raspberry ice blended i think??
lols
walked to mrt
n ended up in wisma for SOME stuffs
baobei went fidgety n excited for some moments
lols
which was really hilarious!!
at wisma toilet
we're lesbians!!
lols...
had great time n i love baobei!!!!
hahas
n den sent baobei off to AMK n i went to school
took the same bus as jialing n gracia
reached sch
met aishah n kim n we went to class
got my uni card
Today on facebook received a msg from an facebook fren encouraging me
encouragement as follows:
Happiness are created by yourself!! No need to dwell over the past, no need to dream about the future but create a happy NOW
thanks alot for encouragement
n yes...
i'm creating my happiness n a happy present, threw away my past, n i believe i will face a good future!!
a wounded heart will mend itself
met baobei the afternoon at kovan for the fox factory outlet sale
its like very packed
coz it is the first day
but baobei managed to dig out two tops for me
when i went to queue n pay the person den tell me need to purchase at least 5
like wth!! no notices to say somemore
actually got quite a lot of nice tops
but ruined by the prints at the back of it
EWW!!!
den off we went to ps
managed to buy my cotton on top tat i wanted!
YESH!!!!!!
n it's cheap n got my size-- like finally!
n we walked to orchard
while baobei told me some stuff
which made my heart turned so cold-->full of disappointment
i realised they're an utter disappointment to me
like wat i say before
think wat u like to think of me
believe wateva that u chose to believe from wat others told u
i have no qualms abt it
i have no say abt it
n i wun wan to explain myself
i'm SICK N TIRED of explaining
after so many years, i'm really SICK OF ALL THESE STUPID problems
if my blog does bother u DUN READ IT!
humans are born with brains to think n figure out the truth
humans are born with heart to feel the truth
if people just blindly believe wat others say
SO BE IT!
i am still me
i wun explain if u believe in that already
from yesterday i heard the stuff
deep inside my heart is really cold n dead
like this friendship--> it's dead
from the yesterday onwards
u are no more than a STRANGER to me n no longer a fren
dun come n msn me n bother me anymore
i will ignore!
tihs is to prevent ur tongues from wagging n myself from getting anymore disappointment
those reading this
people who know thanks for advices n encouragement n believing in me
people who dunno think wateva u like i dun wan to bother
n to my beloved TRUE friends out there u all know everything n know how i felt now
acting calm n normal is only to cover up my true feelings so tat u all wun worry
after saying my piece on this matter i'll be fine
n to kel: i will share with u this matter one day
after telling me the stuff
we walked to wisma to get our lunch
actually wanted to go food court but we settled at the student meal at pepper lunch instead
after our brunch at taka toilet
n baobei really eats less
wells baobei!!! must eat more!!
n off we went shopping around
at far east we both liked a hairband n bought it!
YAYS!!
anyway i wun wear if we're going out together
n while walking to orchard mrt we stopped by starbucks
n we got our fav drinks
i had mango passion fruit ice blended n baobei raspberry ice blended i think??
lols
walked to mrt
n ended up in wisma for SOME stuffs
baobei went fidgety n excited for some moments
lols
which was really hilarious!!
at wisma toilet
we're lesbians!!
lols...
had great time n i love baobei!!!!
hahas
n den sent baobei off to AMK n i went to school
took the same bus as jialing n gracia
reached sch
met aishah n kim n we went to class
got my uni card
OMG!! can't imagine i'm a university student already!!
time really flies
started lesson
the class was alright
understand the whole lesson
now i'm clearer than before for econs!!
YAY!!
ended class
dar came to fetch me
dar treated me to macs apple pie
n sent me home
went home ate dinner
chatted with jie abt the stuffs
bathed n ended my long day!
Today
woke up at 11am plus
printed my econs notes
went to nyp to print my maths notes n bind them
back home
ate lunch n my favourite fruits --> pear n mango
the mangoes are really nice sweet n soft
better than those canned ones!! hehe!!
enjoyed the fruits!!
blogging!!
tml school again!! haiz!!
hopefully tml really can meet kel dearie!
just watched this movie online:
the class was alright
understand the whole lesson
now i'm clearer than before for econs!!
YAY!!
ended class
dar came to fetch me
dar treated me to macs apple pie
n sent me home
went home ate dinner
chatted with jie abt the stuffs
bathed n ended my long day!
Today
woke up at 11am plus
printed my econs notes
went to nyp to print my maths notes n bind them
back home
ate lunch n my favourite fruits --> pear n mango
the mangoes are really nice sweet n soft
better than those canned ones!! hehe!!
enjoyed the fruits!!
blogging!!
tml school again!! haiz!!
hopefully tml really can meet kel dearie!
just watched this movie online:
a really nice show
a little touched!
Today on facebook received a msg from an facebook fren encouraging me
encouragement as follows:
Happiness are created by yourself!! No need to dwell over the past, no need to dream about the future but create a happy NOW
thanks alot for encouragement
n yes...
i'm creating my happiness n a happy present, threw away my past, n i believe i will face a good future!!
a wounded heart will mend itself
just dun touch the wounds anymore i guess i'll be fine
dar: i know wat u wan to say
dar: i know wat u wan to say
wells i agree
bliss comes after every setback
this setback let me see wat kind of people are there
but i just couldn't imagine that a person's heart can be so dark, so doubtful of other's care n concern
written at 4:53 PM
