while reading through blogs
read from baobei's blog tat her fren was annouced brain dead
due to accident i guess
was rather shocked again
why are there so many things happening around us
from my cousin brain cell stopped developing which almost equals brain dead
after 2-3years though making recovery
haiz
however...
was rather depressed once again
n i agree with her that we really must show n let a person know tat u love them
so that there wun be a day for regret
at least when anything happens to u
u know tat the other party knows abt how u feel
haiz...
suddenly got this verge to run over to papa n hug him to tell him i love u
however
i think he'll think tat i'm crazy.
so all i did was "papa u go out must be careful ya"
dun always to clumsy
we will be worried
n his face was showing this rather happy n touched face
somehow i saw in his eyes
a minute of gentleness
papa's eyes was always so fierce n stern
hardly see that flash of gentleness
n i guess he get me
that indirectly i'm telling him i love him...
n jie jie i love u too! (just in case u read tis too)

n suddenly i felt a tinge of regret
coz i haven't told dar directly "i love u"
though he occasionally would tell me that
however sometimes its hard to tell him directly coz everytime i wanted to say i felt like
worms in my tummy, n i just somehow can't blurt any words out
n i had to laugh it off
haiz
suddenly i feel like a coward.

lastly, to my frens
i do love u too
but in another way
a friendship way of coz
though close or hi-bye frens
all mean much to me
though of coz closer frens do have more weight in my heart
especially baobei for occasionally meeting up with me n let me pour my worries.
n always helping my in my shoppping!
i do love you!! muackie!!!!