today
woke up in cold sweat...
k shan't talk abt my dream...
lols...
den wakie n prepared for tml's school...
i find that i still dun sense the feeling that i've ended attachment...
haiz...
suddenly wanted to go back to DBS so much...
i miss my colleagues already...
sobs...
den cleared all my working clothes...
putting them one by one into the cupboard away from my mum's bed...
n started to take out my normal casual schooling clothes...
next cleared my desk...
getting rid of all the information that i brought home for ot...
haiz...
discarding away the information...
feels real sad...
i can't see the routine reports that i did anymore...
i can't see the small little things that i've did in the past for DBS anymore...
i kinda feels sad...
haiz...
while drafting out my timetable in the organizer...
i felt depressed...
but in another way happy...
coz i get to sleep in later than normal...
i get to see my frens...
being away from school and friends for so long...
it's time to catch up n know how they're doing...
haiz...
though ipp has left memories in our lives...
but i think it may not be bad ones isn't it?
finally all prepared for school...
money to buy lecture notes...
my bag packed...
clothes there for me to choose...
water bottle...
i still dun feel like i'm going back...
haiz...
guessed i'm too used to working life...
i'll feel better after school starts...
hopefully...

n guess wat??
after calculating my expenses for this month...
realised i've spent such a big bomb!!!
omg...
almost 2k??
ewwww....
i felt the pinch now...
k i better cut down on my expenses n start saving for my future!!