its just the second week and i'm so drained out...
haiz...
monday is as usual the hectic day of the week...
coz after ramesh lessons we have to go home to do his tutorial for discussion on tuesday...
yawns...
make till i not enough sleep...
especially IFT need to do the tutorials on softcopy...
which means i have to type...
n i have groupings=no need groupings...
coz my group members dun even bother to help me...
wait for them online till quite late...
n i still dun get their answers...
this morning checked b4 going off...
n still...
none..!!
how pissed...
no choice have to rush out all my answers...
den present that time...
i go la...
none of them did tutorials anyway...
so even if my answers are wrong...
i got NOBODY to ask for help...
n all my group mates dun even bother...
n hello...
promised to send me your answers...
n wat do i get??
i have to do everything myself?!
#$&%^*^%&#@
damn angry la...
how selfish...
u all need do tutorial for ramesh lessons i dun need is it?
you all need your sleep...
i dun need sleep ah...
think i got so much time to wait for your answers?!
just because i got no choice!!

first time working with these people...
make my life so pathetic...
sickening!!!!!
angry angry...
humpf humpf...
dun even bother to put in effort into your studies no matter how good grades you get...
in the end oso useless...
coz no effort put in...
angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today was feeling damn sick...
my sore throat is getting worse...
OMG!!!
damn pain sia...
den it's like presenting that time i can't even talk already...
haiz haiz...
trying my best to talk louder...
but no matter how loud i talk...
still wrong answers ma...
haiz...
no point la...
sadded...
next PFPLI oso need present...
with the same group...
better to depend on myself than the group...
next week throw everything to them le...
den it's none of my business...
coz i presented already...

today at school...
was feeling terrible despite my sickness...
maybe emotionally...
was hidding all my emotions from my friends...
almost flare up during lesson...
that last pathetic lesson of the day...
but managed to curb it n smiled...
ewww...
i hate hidding up my feelings...
it made me feel more terrible...
haiz...
luckily reached home fast...
coz i gonna flare up le...
den had dinner with jie downstairs...
tired tired...
n i still have to do the pfpli tutorials...
haiz...
dun need to sleep again...

tml...
going back to DBS in the morning to collect my testimonial...
heex...
finally its done...
hopefully its good one ba...
still need photocopy to give teacher...
SIANZ!!!!!!!
den afterwards meeting jie and jomaine for shopping spree and eating spree...
finally can enjoy myself abit after ipp...
haiz...
or rather...
after last sem's exams...
ewww...
sounds like i've been too stressed up...
haiz...