wauh today second day of mc...
i'm almost recovered...
thanks to those who showed their concern...
no worries ya i'm getting better...
but i feel like a useless person at home...
papa today dun let me do anything...
i wan make the bed after i wake up...
he say leave it he will do it...
i wan cook my own breakfast...
he called me go out of the kitchen he'll cook...
haiz...
when i wan take bowl to take my food...
he say he do...
when i wan wash my own bowl...
he say put it there he will wash it...
n when i'm sitting there reading mag...
he started to ask me about my sickness and if he still needs to buy herbal tea for me...
can see that he cares...
but i feel like i'm a useless piece of junk...
like cannot do anything...
i'm still moving and can think lo...
haiz...
and suddenly i miss doing reports...
after two days or rather to be exact...
i missed doing reports at work...
missed the air of freedom outside...
n missed myself being healthy and energetic...
haiz...
i missed everything...
n papa went out...
now alone at home...
his only thing that i need to do is remember to eat later...
haiz...
really feel useless...
n wanted to help dar do his project...
was rejected??
k i understand...
it's not my project n he wants me to rest...
but i feel so bored n useless at home...
seriously...
i can't quieten down n do nothing...
i'm the sort of person where i must do something!!!!
so bored..!!
BORED!!!!
everybody is at work...
n me?
k maybe i'm just lousy to fall sick...
haiz...
maybe i shouldn't have told papa that i've got two days mc...
den i go work today...
coz other than blocked ears and blocked nose...
occasionally sneezing away...
i feel fine...
staying at home makes me feel so lethergic...
which that isn't the real me...
i'm not happy...
coz i can't do anything...
haiz...
haiz...
haiz!!!!!