there are so many things i have to settle...
is it problems will never come to an end...
one thing settles and another one is up...
does life just sucks so much??
is it that my death will then change the perception of you all towards me.?
i can't even believe that my own family members does not trust me??
no matter wat i do it's still the same...
to you all i'm only a pathetic liar??
it's like i didn't even bother about you all in my life before...
why must you interfere like now?
when i've so many things on mind now?
since young other than problems wat else do you all gave me?
money?
wat others?
love?
happiness?
i dun even see any of these...
n you all call yourselves my so called family n give me problems when i'm so stressed up??
can't you all be understanding?
i'm terribly deprived of energy...
feel like just ending all these pathetic crap...
i feel like running away...
away from all these nonsense...
away to a place where nobody knows me...
n i can have all the silence and peace myself...