today...
went for dar's birthday bbq...
was a bad idea...
i shouldn't have gone after all...
should let him have fun with his friends....
haiz...
shan't talk abt details anymore...
but we just had a big quarrel...
so big...
n dar went missing after that...
had been running around looking for him...
den was the worst day of my life...
worry overcame my anger...
first time i cried on the streets and almost got knocked down by car...
haiz...

dar wat i'm angry about...
is not that u drink...
is u know drink le will be bad for ur health...
i'm afraid that your body can't take it...
wat if anything happens to you?
wat will happen to me?
wat if ur body anything goes wrong...
and that u broke your promise...
few minutes before u promised me that u wun drink...
no matter wat oso wun drink...
n few minutes later...
u drink...
i'm disappointed...
and that if a small promise u can't keep to it?
den wat other promises will u break??
i've got nothing else to say...
other than disappointment...
still disappointment...
even u going missing...
oso break a promise of yours...
haiz...
haiz...
haiz...