haiz...
this two weeks no time to come online to blog...
finally got time le...
but...
dun really know wat to write...
haiz...

last week...
gong gong passed away...
didn't feel mmuch at the starting...
but when i saw popo...
it's like...
can feel her heartache...
and she keep saying...
only left with me...
i'm the only one left...
den feel so much like crying...
if i have the choice...
i never wan to get married..
coz you never know when your other half will leave you...
leaving you...
haiz...
so when never get together...
den wun feel sad when the other left...
isn't that so...
haiz...

after funeral...
work and work and work...
like some crazy woman like that...
whole life like only got work...
haiz...
and dar ar...
can you dun sleep like a pig not...
every morning call until i wan die lo...
so many calls to wake u up...
haiyo...

thursday actually quite happy that friday can go out with dar de...
but he went to send cookies to his frenz...
make until he like very tired...
so bu she de...
so poor thing...
so suggested that we dun go out on friday le...
den dar angered...
but it's like i really dun wan you to be so tired ma...
haiz...
it's like quite hurt after your that particular msg...
super sad...
sort of quarelled...
but after all oso decided to go out ma...
actually was supposed to be the last time before your icas de...

friday went out with him at night...
watched enchanted!!!
quite happy that day...
heex...
enchanted quite nice show lehz...
though very fairy tale...
hahas...
orchard now oso damn chio at night...
was looking at the lights...
hahas...
damn beautiful lehz...
and dar dar never eat subway before...
he looked damn sua ku...
hahas...
but in subway damn farnie thing happened....
though he never hear it...
but hear liaoz damn farnie...
hahas...
but shan't say...
it's our secret...
hahas...
took bus home...
was talking about the day before...
haiz...
wanted him to rest de...
coz he help me with personal selling...
so tired...
so didn't wan to make him go out with me...
damn sad...
but luckily my eyes never swollen after the crying...
and muz thank jonathan for cheering me up lo...
haiz...

and saturday!!!
totally free the whole day...
and you bluff me that you dunno stats...
so go teach you la...
but after all you know your work ma!!
so trying to find excuses to see me la...
wat the...
den after tat went home...
meet jie at orchard with her church frens...
on the way was msging dar...
and you even say...
haiz...
make until i damn sad...
den meet up with them...
k la...
quite nice people...
ate dinner...
decided to make over a girl and the other three guys...
hahas...
the girl die oso dun wan wear skirt...
hahas...
but managed to make her just put the dress over...
k la...
one small step to changing image...
den to the guys...
the shirt i picked damn nice lo...
made victor wear it...
k la...
come out shuai lo...
the jacket jie chose with the shirt come out damn nice...
but was very sad...
coz dar wasn't around...
haiz...
den make over the other two guys...
but the quan han choose de shirt damn ugly lo...
haiyo...
dne he wear up damn de...
G-A-Y...
hahas...
den the other shirt i picked oso nice de lo...
just that the jacket that the other girl picked make it look damn ugly...
or should say the guy do not suit that style...
hahas...
den went home...
was quite a fast journey...
coz i took mrt...
luckily jie didn't want to take bus...
if not i'll be taking the same route for like 3 times in this week...
but the way tat we walked so damn crowded...
den it's like squeezing through la...

den papa came back from overseas liaoz!!
missed him soo much...
but today he got work...
didn't really talk to him...
coz wasn't feeling well...
haiz...
today oso sick...
got diahorrea...
haiz...
tummy very pain...
missed dar alot as well...
but still very sad...
coz he like...
misunderstand me...
haiz...
i'm totally speechless...
haiz...

must buck up do report le!!
jia you!!

+you said that line to jie+
+so are u still in the shadow of your past r/s+
+or you just dun trust me+