Monday, May 07, 2007 haiz...
the past week didn't managed to even come online...
finally can le...
heex...
the past one week was super upset...
like totally didn't managed to even smile...
really very sad...
when i didn't even do the same thing to you...
must you treat me like this??
afterall we're past classmates rite!!
how hurting izzit??
must you be so sarcastic...
can you stand in other people's shoes...
must you always be so selfish until you hurt people...
and when you do that...
you are always happily laughing away...
when others are brutally hurt by you..??
are you humane afterall???
better go and think about wat you did!!
before nobody will even ever be your friend again...
it's like...
i just want to vent my anger...
but no matter wat you do...
you're still my friend...
once a friend forever one...
i'll still be there in your reach when you need me...
this is wat called friends...
and not when others are ready hurt...
you hurt her more!
i'm really totally upset with you...
better go reflect on your stupid actions!
though this is a matter la...
but it's like...
i'm using all the energy i have to go school...
study...
and even maintain some stuffs...
i dun even have the energy to care abt you and my family...
so pls stop all your nonsense...
before i flare up...
and you know that when i flare up...
wat will happen!!!
yup...
last monday woke up super early...
coz need go orchard buy some stuff...
den when taking bus to orchard...
on the bus got 1 small girl...
think she is born to have some probs...
so she can't reach for the chair beside me...
so i helped her lo...
held her hand den pull her up the chair...
den is like...
when i practising jap on the bus...
she keep turn around and pull my hand den talk to me...
but hope that as she grow older will not trust people too much...
coz she'll never know who will harm her...
luckily she got the papa beside her...
den the papa was like sorry ah...
den keep pulling the girl's hand back...
but she just keep talking to me though i didn't understand wat she said...
but just smile to her lo...
den after tat rush to school to meet jie...
coz eating lunch with her...
den the school so packed la...
so never eat much...
hungry for the whole day...
den the tuesday go with jie to buy the financial calculator...
next year we oso need to buy...
but luckily jie buy 1 calculator for 2 people use...
and luckily only got 1 model la...
den wednesday and thurdays lessons as per normal...
but i still feel extremely out of place...
dunno why...
prob does not seem to get better...
still the same as before...
maybe i'm just not meant to be with them ba...
thursday the stupid business law teacher cancelled the tutorial...
and he called may's phone...
and she still said "i think you called the worng number"
hahas...
den got to wait for 4 hours...
and they wanted to go home...
den i cannot go home den come out again ma...
so afterall stay in school with jiaen they all...
den quite fun la...
chat quite alot...
and manged to eat something...
coz i was already starting to get giddy le...
coz never eat the whole day ma...
den went to library do homework...
ya...
den finished business law de homework...
dne jie come...
she worse than me...
she never eat for the whole day until 4pm...
so went with her to mum mum...
den after that meet augu and the rest at printing shop to get my bag...
yap...
den had to print the intro to fs notes...
a little different from jie de...
so bo bian...
oso need to buy...
$4plus lehz...
sianz...
all my money all spent on books le...
den meet may and zhen to go for ict...
settled te groupings..
but wait for 4hours just for 40min...
but this sem the lessons quite heavy...
worry that i cannot tahan...
den after that go home lo...
finish all my homework on friday night...
woots...
only used 3 hours to finsh 7modules' work...
i rock...
hahas...
den slacked at home on saturday and sunday...
but i saturday got a bit siao siao de...
like totally forget i in poly le...
still preparing my sec school stuff...
coz i last time normally saturday got tuition de...
den was like taking out my a maths and science books...
hahas...
luckily i see the poly books on my table...
den stop everything and put back...
heex...
luckily jie never see it man...
phew...
den whole weekend playing with my sudoku again!!!
love sudoku...
ready until level 3 le...
got 5 levels..
i skipped the easy part...
coz it's really too chicken feet...
dun even need to use brain de...
will only do the easy one in school...
den today need to buy breakfast cum lunch for jo an na and jie...
heex...
at least cheer up abit during the weekends...
still needa wait for 1 hour...
never mind lo...
can come school use comp...
the past week didn't managed to even come online...
finally can le...
heex...
the past one week was super upset...
like totally didn't managed to even smile...
really very sad...
when i didn't even do the same thing to you...
must you treat me like this??
afterall we're past classmates rite!!
how hurting izzit??
must you be so sarcastic...
can you stand in other people's shoes...
must you always be so selfish until you hurt people...
and when you do that...
you are always happily laughing away...
when others are brutally hurt by you..??
are you humane afterall???
better go and think about wat you did!!
before nobody will even ever be your friend again...
it's like...
i just want to vent my anger...
but no matter wat you do...
you're still my friend...
once a friend forever one...
i'll still be there in your reach when you need me...
this is wat called friends...
and not when others are ready hurt...
you hurt her more!
i'm really totally upset with you...
better go reflect on your stupid actions!
though this is a matter la...
but it's like...
i'm using all the energy i have to go school...
study...
and even maintain some stuffs...
i dun even have the energy to care abt you and my family...
so pls stop all your nonsense...
before i flare up...
and you know that when i flare up...
wat will happen!!!
yup...
last monday woke up super early...
coz need go orchard buy some stuff...
den when taking bus to orchard...
on the bus got 1 small girl...
think she is born to have some probs...
so she can't reach for the chair beside me...
so i helped her lo...
held her hand den pull her up the chair...
den is like...
when i practising jap on the bus...
she keep turn around and pull my hand den talk to me...
but hope that as she grow older will not trust people too much...
coz she'll never know who will harm her...
luckily she got the papa beside her...
den the papa was like sorry ah...
den keep pulling the girl's hand back...
but she just keep talking to me though i didn't understand wat she said...
but just smile to her lo...
den after tat rush to school to meet jie...
coz eating lunch with her...
den the school so packed la...
so never eat much...
hungry for the whole day...
den the tuesday go with jie to buy the financial calculator...
next year we oso need to buy...
but luckily jie buy 1 calculator for 2 people use...
and luckily only got 1 model la...
den wednesday and thurdays lessons as per normal...
but i still feel extremely out of place...
dunno why...
prob does not seem to get better...
still the same as before...
maybe i'm just not meant to be with them ba...
thursday the stupid business law teacher cancelled the tutorial...
and he called may's phone...
and she still said "i think you called the worng number"
hahas...
den got to wait for 4 hours...
and they wanted to go home...
den i cannot go home den come out again ma...
so afterall stay in school with jiaen they all...
den quite fun la...
chat quite alot...
and manged to eat something...
coz i was already starting to get giddy le...
coz never eat the whole day ma...
den went to library do homework...
ya...
den finished business law de homework...
dne jie come...
she worse than me...
she never eat for the whole day until 4pm...
so went with her to mum mum...
den after that meet augu and the rest at printing shop to get my bag...
yap...
den had to print the intro to fs notes...
a little different from jie de...
so bo bian...
oso need to buy...
$4plus lehz...
sianz...
all my money all spent on books le...
den meet may and zhen to go for ict...
settled te groupings..
but wait for 4hours just for 40min...
but this sem the lessons quite heavy...
worry that i cannot tahan...
den after that go home lo...
finish all my homework on friday night...
woots...
only used 3 hours to finsh 7modules' work...
i rock...
hahas...
den slacked at home on saturday and sunday...
but i saturday got a bit siao siao de...
like totally forget i in poly le...
still preparing my sec school stuff...
coz i last time normally saturday got tuition de...
den was like taking out my a maths and science books...
hahas...
luckily i see the poly books on my table...
den stop everything and put back...
heex...
luckily jie never see it man...
phew...
den whole weekend playing with my sudoku again!!!
love sudoku...
ready until level 3 le...
got 5 levels..
i skipped the easy part...
coz it's really too chicken feet...
dun even need to use brain de...
will only do the easy one in school...
den today need to buy breakfast cum lunch for jo an na and jie...
heex...
at least cheer up abit during the weekends...
still needa wait for 1 hour...
never mind lo...
can come school use comp...
written at 1:53 PM
