haiz...
these few days many stuff happened...
went to see serene...
she's so...
she looked so fragile...
but to be actual....
when i walked closer to see her i felt abnormal...
how to say...
got this very strange feeling...
got a voice telling me...
she's not my cousin...
she is not...
how to say...
i jus feel like i dun know this person...
tt is not serene...
omg...
it's like not say i couldn't recognise her or something...
it's tt i feel that...
it's like...
it's like her soul exchanged with another person or wat...
i just feel tt tt's not her...
that's why i didn't talk the whole day...
lao pa say the 'water ghost' caught her...
den it's like...
how to say...
haiz...

den today went out with audrey and yinyee...
den talked alot abt secondary sch and stuff...
ate cafe cartel...
sat and talked for a while...
realised many things haf changed...
to the way that it never used to be...

bought a new book as well....
it's the modern snow white and seven dwarfs story...
but sorta diff...
read a bit le...
was super nice book...
there's a part in the earth that acts the way it didn't seem to be...
and happen to be such a scary world...
haiz...
this world is so scary...
suddenly felt so discouraged abt this realistic world...