haiz... sianz... holidays finally here... den can have a good break... heex... but still got lots of projects to do... got one on triumph international... i dun even dare to take the survey to ask people to fill in la... omg... how am i gonna finish the project!!! and then the frontpage... haiz... until now only gao ding the homepage that index la... haiz... den is like they do research den i have to compile everything...

first time that i realized tt i should have listened to IT teacher in secondary school on the frontpage.. if not now dun need to forget this forget that le... haiz... den now is like they dun really know how to use frontpage so can only rely on mi... but my frontpage oso not very good lehz... how am i gonna gao ding this again!!! haiz...

and den my oral comm results suck... it's like i got do hand signals all tt den she say i stand there like a log... wat the hell la... is she never see the hand signal that i do la... den anyhow say i never do anything but stand there and talk like log... wat the hell... is like not my fault wat... den just because of one stupid word type wrongly forget to change den deduct mi 5 marks... so unreasonable la... it's like wth... cannot do wrongly mehx... she dare say she never do anything wrong in her whole life ar!!...

haiz... tired la... den the whole day raining... but lao pa and jie not at home... so early in the morning den woke up to keep the clothes and close the window... den stop raining den open window... how i know once i lie on the bed den it started raining heavily again!! den make mi climb out of bed to close window again!!! den forget it... decided not to sleep... den went downstairs to buy my breakfast and i was totally drenched even though i got bring umbrella and wore waterproof jacket... and i was totally drenched... was like so suay today... haiz... den it's like run all the way home coz cannot stand the feeling of the wet clothes sticking on me like dunno wat... haiz... and ate and play comp lo... i'm soo bored... all my friends all so busy studying for their mid year exam and coming prelims... haiz... den jie got too many projects to do... den zhen need to work and may go out with her friend... haiz...

so decided to stay at home lo... haiz... den listened to a song... very touching so cry lo... den recalled some news told to me yesterday... i really regretted it... i should have perservered longer if not these wouldn't have happened and both of us will not be so sad... but nothing could be done to salvage this situation anymore... i'm sorry... it's my fault...

haiz... feel like going and sing k but nobody to pei wo... coz haiz... like wat i say above lo... i'm so pathetic... dun feel like asking those that i not very close and of coz not going with guys... so too bad lo... stay at home do research lo... haiz... and i can't find that idiot thingy on the management of triumph international!!! haiz...

and yesterday just realized tt our marketing ICA1 teacher only tell us four points to study but augu never print for us the paper... so make until i dunno wat to study... and im gonna fail it!!! omg... feel like killing people lo... my aim to get all As is gone!!!

can that idiot person stop being so arrogant... the society now views everybody equal ok... stop thinking only you are the one high up there!!! even though now you can be tyhe best but these's always somebody around who can beat you ok!!!