haiz... now is like in total blankness... heex... blurred girl... now got lesser and lesser things to do... wanna go out everyday but no money... saving.... process of saving... haiz... now almost every week when papa not at home all go out la... heex... feel like go singing k... hope someone go with mi... wanna go out on sunday but nobody go out with mi.... so forget it la... heex... damn bored at home... computer computer computer... is my life left like that... new vcds oso cannot watch... jie la... she got exams so cannot watch and don't let mi watch oso.... haiz.. wanna faint... now ar everyday watching old vcds la... wth... and ser hui is studying so hard now... make mi feel like i'm useless... haiz... everybody is going jc and mi ... poly... did i make the wrong choice... i dunno... but found out that rachel is going nyp together with mi... yes!!! at least i have a companion... heex... at least i'm not by myself... hope got more fwens going nyp... and rachel is going business management.... but mi is banking and finance... hope she get into second choice... den same class as me le... pray***... actually she now oso want to get into the course i want le... but cannot change le... haiz... bored bored bored...