heex...
i'm back after sooo many days of not blogging...
shall talk abt the past few days...

monday...
met grace, basil and their friend at mrt station to pick up my clothes from grace...
heex...
after a long wait my clothes are here...
to be exact only one piece la....
but better than nothing...
heex...
had a great chat with them...
cheer up alot during monday...

tuesday...
again another day of work...
n it's the end of the month n gonna have a public holiday...
thus got lots of work to do...
dar came to fetch me after work...
but on the journey...
didn't talk much...
think coz we're both tired...

wednesday
a public holiday...
happy and at the same time sad.
happy coz i get to rest...
sad coz public holiday i have to do alot of reports the next day...
sadded...
watched fated to love you the whole day...
was very depressed...

thursday-today...
woke up not feeling very well...
somehow very stuffy at the chest...
but went to work...
till noon time...
felt so stuffy till i can't really breathe...
kept wanting to vomit...
think the heart problem is gonna react...
can i pull it longer??
not sure...
went for lunch...
was having giddy spells...
yet kept it to myself...
den after lunch...
rushed reports as usual...
was getting more n more depressed...
but didn't think that much...
coz i'm reallyn ot feeling well...
left the office at 6.40pm...
well working ot for me daily is a norm already...
den at the bus stop...
chest was hurting sooo much...
was feeling so terrible...
on the bus journey...
almost knocked out...
yet...
received a depressing n a happy msg...
however...
somehow can't feel any emotions...
coz my heart hurts so much...
got this suddenly contracting feeling...
k...
i think my heart prob worsen...
i'm not taking care of myself...
hurts so much...
once i got down the bus...
i vomited...
k...
no more image le...
coz everybody at the bus stop saw it...
throw face...
but can't be bothered that much...
slowly made my way home...
the sight of xian xian...
i felt better...
however still hurting much...
my body is getting weaker already...
haiz...
+didn't think that it could be so hurting+