haiz...
i'm sooo sleepy...
past two days of icas really killed me...
sobs...
it's like everything that is not expected to come out came out...
faintz...
i hate PM...
omg...
that lesson is wasting my brain cells for some sort of useless stuff...
dunno why put this module...
at least cs is much more fun la...
and the role play is next week...
no time to plan le...
so today no class...
and me aishah and johnson met up to do it...
at 8.30am at dhoby ghaut..
imagine how early it was...
coz johnson got work la...
so no choice...
sadded...
haiz...
den afterall...
the session of project is like...
90% of the time chatting away...
johnson damn funny la...
lolx...
laugh like dunno wat lo...
haiz...
my image is gone again...
lolx...
anyway my image totally gone when in fsrc lo...
like some crazy woman like that...
lols...
den after that...
needed to meet dar...
den he is LATE AGAIN!!!
omg...
den luckily aishah accompany me to wait for him...
thanks dearest aishah!!
lols...
den i brought her to made with love shop...
coz know that she is the artistic person ma...
den she went crazy inside the shop...
lols...
coz too many nice stuffs le...
luckily today not alot of people there...
so we can look around freely...
lols...
den aishah wan buy this wan buy that...
den must keep reminding her of the price...
lols...
quite funny la...
den walk out of the shop...
she's complaining due to the expensive thingy...
den we walk in marks and spencer...
den she wan buy thing again...
but this time never stop her...
coz it's on sale...
so quite worth it to buy...
so let her buy lo...
anyway price oso quite reasonable for marks and spencer branding...
lols...
den went espirit...
dar came while we were browsing...
den he waited outside...
lols...
i'm mean...
den espirit got 50% off sale for selected items...
shall go there to get my wallet asap...
lols...
but i dun really like this season de design lehz...
sianz...
den walk around orchard with dar...
den told dar today bad mood de...
den went to watch juno...
not bad la...
abt pregnant teenage girls...
haiz...
den got one part baby come out...
it's like so cute la...
den dar say gross...
pls lo...
so cute la...
den walk around far east...
sianz...
nothing to buy...
so never really look around...
so ended up walking around...
rounds and rounds lo...
lols...
den home sweet home...
the bus journey...
haiz no seats...
so me and dar sit separately..
lols...
den later lesser people le...
den sit together...
den dar den tell me that he having gastric since last night...
wth...
never tell me lo...
if not i bring him go see doctor le...
so ke lian...
haiz...
den home!!!
tired day...
shall sleep early tonight...

heex...
fsrc days over le...
now just undergo 1 week of classical...
haiz...
so boring la...
somemore merged with sw peeps...
they are so horny...
den classicals are like...
omg...
can make me sleep one lo...
sian dao...
den hate the PM teacher to the core man...
freakingly hate her...
dunno how come got this kind of teacher...
relate examples oso wrong de...
didn't even prepare for lessons...
keep erm ah orh...
wat the hell la...

at least CS still okiez...
but 1 bad thing is...
late must song and dance...
can't answer questions oso need song and dance...
den friday lao jem late le...
den i told him just sing twinkle twinkle little stars lo...
haiz...

den friday's cs...
super funny lo...
teacher call people go up do example...
den me and lao jem kanaq the talking distance one...
teacher keep telling me stand nearer and nearer to lao jem la...
make until i so embarrassed...
so scared lo...
later his wife come kill me...

this week dar's exams...
so ke lian...
he studying until...
haiyoyo...
and alot of stuff happened these few weeks as well...
didn't tell him the pressure i was facing and the stuffs like tt...
can't tell him...
later he worry...
i worry can le...

there's alot of things i wan tell him...
but i can't...
can't even say it out...
can only keep deep inside my heart and worry...
haiz...
i dunno how to face many stuffs when it happens...
maybe afterall...
everything shouldn't have started...
haiz...

these few days so moody...
as if there's like...
haiz...
worry until didn't even know how i went through these few days...
plus cramps...
pain until...
fainted a few times...
didn't say out...
den friday on the way home...
pain until gonna faint le...
just tahan until i reached home...
reached home le...
jie sort of take care of me lo...
but was worrying for dar's exam as well...
haiz...
didn't have good rest...
den later at night...
went to bring my xian xian...
only my beloved xian can make my day happy...
can forget all my sorrows...
and really smile...
haiz...

yesterday...
really felt like being like xian xian wun't it be better...
dogs are innocent and pure...
just say mum mum or kai kai...
they will be so happy...
they are forever loyal....
even if you hit it you dun wan them...
hey will still be standing there looking at you...
at least being a dog...
1small thing can make me happy...
and still loved by so many....
only need to sit there...
den very cute den people will love you...
dun even need to bother abt others feelings...
or how others look at you...
really wished that i was a dog...
a dog with only happiness and no problems...
how i wish...

photos uploading...

following few my cute xian xian lao gong...
enjoy her cuteness...

she snatched the sofa from me and jie jie...
still take pillows to cover her butt...
so cute rite...

she enjoying her sleep on my pillow...
sobs...
pillow snatcher...

see...
song hor...

jie molesting her butt...
look at her face...

she blowing the fan...
see good life sia...








me and jie during chinese new year...
i still in my pyjamas...
lazy to change...

me and dar...
on cny eve...
on the bus...



this syidah...
eh no is dahsyi...
she taking pic with my new phone...
lol..
help her to upload...
lols...

us...
lols...
i playing game halfway lo...

me and my game...

wuah...
now very extremely tired wor...
yawns...
coz yesterday didn't really sleep...
haiz...
yesterday after school went to meet dar at his house de bus stop...
wuah he wear his new shirt...
actually thought dun suit him when he bought it...
den it's like...
he wear le...
omg...
is shuai de lo...
lol...
den he stand at the traffic light there wait for me to crossover...
lol...
super wierd feeling...
sort of guessed wat he was gonna do le...
once reach the other side...
he gave me flower...
lol...
somemore is my fav pink roses...
lol...
happy more than touched...
coz i guessed it...
lol...
den know that he like look for it for damn long...
though he need to study for exam...
haiz...
poor thing...
didn't expected him to do that...
den i was touched...
lol...
den walked to the bus stop to take bus to bishan lo...
den bishan is so super packed...
den dar wanted to eat swensens...
den the queue is like super freaking long...
den dar told me actually wan to book de...
but v day...
so cannot book...
so after much thinking...
we ate my favourite pasta mania...
lols...
was happy...
but decided the wrong pasta for dar...
he eat until wan die...
haiz...
feel so bad...
den went to watch cj7...
lols...
was a nice show...
but poor dar...
need to read subtitles...
coz his chinese can't make it...
laughed alot in the movie...
nice show...
but oso cried...
sobs...
that part really damn saddening...
the papa died...
den the alien dog use his life to save the papa's life...
omg...
i cried because i know that the dog gonna do tt...
so feel sad...
and dar tot that i cried coz the papa died...
lol...
den home sweet home...
dar stayed at my house till 2plus 3like tt...
den he left...
was studying at my house...
while me n jie chatted...
wan thank dar for everything he did for me...
was really touched tat he gave up his studying time for me...
and walk home so late...
haiz...
everytime let him walk home so late i will xin teng him...
coz quite dangerous oso...
haiz...

happy valentine's day everybody...
remember few years ago...
me and my friends celebrated valentine's day as girl's out day...
lol...
and even swear that we wun even get into a relationship...
den few years later...
everybody's attached...
lol...
even some gonna get married...
so ironic...
lol...
never did we imagine then that few years later we'll be like tt...
lol...
this time 1st time have valentine's day with dar...
haiz...
too bad he have exams...
so can't really celebrate together...
but it's okie la...
as long as have him by my side i'm happy...

note for dar...
thanks for tolerating my wilfulness...
and even my violence...
can assure you tt other than my papa...
you are the only guy tt i care abt...
so nv worry la...
dun think i can find any other guy that treats me better than you do...
and i only have a guardian angel...
and tt's you...
i cannot lose my guardian angel de...

today come school ar...
the whole bus and school ah...
most of the girls like make over sia...
lol...
everybody wear until so nice...
den i wear until...
like dunno wat...
just my normal wear lo...
lol...
sad tt today end school so late...
den it's like only have the night time for dar dar...
haiz...
but hope tt he studies in the afternoon lo...

haiz...
papa going overseas again...
omg...
den me and jie left alone for cny again...
foreva like tt de lo...
throw us here...
haiz...
so its like though i will have all the freedom i wan...
but i will miss my dearest papa...
haiz...

heex...
finally back to school...
was moody from 6feb onwards...
haiz...
the whole day trying to sqeeze smiles out of my moody face...
feel like just boxing myself...
dun even know the reason of the moodyness...
lolx...

6feb...
half day...
dar came to fetch me from school...
feel so bad...
made him wait for hours for me...
coz he ended school early...
haiz...
den actually can leave le...
but my dahsyi(syidah with inverted name)...
she was playing game with my comp...
den can't unpluck my thumbdrive...
so waited for awhile...
den off to bishan for movies...
actually wanted to watch cj7 or ah long pl de...
but can't even watch...
due to my time constraint...
omg...
so watched rambo...
haiz...
haiz...
was like going to sleep in the movie le...
coz i watched the rambo 3 before le...
4th de and 3rd de almost the same...
den all the fighting scenes...
haiz...
den was hugging dar...
and sort of dozing off...
but i managed to tahan for the whole movie...
lolx...
den after movie...
needa buy herbal tea for jie...
den all closed le...
pls la only chu xi only 4pm all closed le...
den rush to hougang point to try my luck...
den really all closed le...
no choice...
go home tell jie dun have...
luckily she never sick the next day...

den CNY first day...
so sianz...
was having nightmares for the week...
den woke up at around 11am...
den papa still sleeping...
coz he went to bed at only 9am...
den played comp games with jie...
till like 4pm like tt...
den xiao gu came...
and i have not changed...
so run to change once i hear the foosteps...
den jie was like..
"ehz where's mei"
she said i run off like wind like tt...
scary...
den took hong baos lo...
den subsequently my relatives came...
so sianz...
but my fav cousin never come...
haiz...
my dearest dada...
haiz...
den my handsome cousin came!!!
lolx...
was like taking glances at him la...
den he damn farnie...
lol...
but my poor xian xian was thrown at home...
how i wish to just spend my cny with my beloved laogong xian xian!!!
everybody will betray you except for dogs...
this is the thing i've learnt from last year...
haiz...
but my xian xian forgets bout me when she sees males...
regardless if its human or pets...
omg!!!
haiz...
den cooped at home for the whole day...
was doing my stuff...
coz i feel like my relatives are total strangers...
so i rather stay at a corner giving myelf the time...
thought a lot of matters...
good time...
think to my relatives only money matters ba..
relation bloood ties doesn't even pathetically matter to them...
haiz...
den they eat ready clean their own butts den leave...
leaving all the dishes the dirt on the floor for us to clear...
forever selfish fellas...
haiz...
den i sleep at 2am...

next day...
woke up at 12pm...
den ate...
den papa brought us to see serene...
haiz...
she looked so fragile...
haiz...
papa gave her an ang bao nonetheless...
haiz...
didn't expected to get any hong baos from mama's side...
coz...
haiz...
and for real...
nothing...
papa was talking abt it...
and me and jie was...
whateva...
give and give...
dun give den dun give la...
den off to popo's house...
popo was so happy seeing us...
guess the only smiles tt people can trust is children and elderly's laughter...
those are the only true smiles around...
in this fako world...
totally disappointed with the fako world...
haiz...

den off to airport...
haiz...
fro nothing la...
shan't talk about it...
den home sweet home...
totally tired out...

den third day of cny...
off to dar's house in the afternoon...
his mama gave me an hongbao when i didn't even mean to get one...
just wanted to use the comp...
coz my jie is hogging on to the comp for her projects...
and i have reports to do as well...
so finished my stopover report at his house...
den dar's sec sch friends came over...
felt so wierd...
coz i dun even know them...
den dar played asshole daidi with them...
dunno if i heard correctly not...
den the loser have to squat and exchange cards with the winner...
and is the two biggest cards that you have...
den dar squatted for most of the time...
say i squat le...
he dun wan...
den legs numb la...
see la...
i can squat for 1hour den will legs numb one...
den we left with them to my house....
was eating kfc...
and playing daidi...
so loser have to finish the drinks and the food...
den i'm like finishing off most of it...
food is jie finish more...
den drinks is me...
omg...
can faint...
dun feel anything at the start...
den slowly got the bloated feeling...
dar was laughing at me...
so bad...
den dar left...
knew that he was quite unhappy when he left...
after that sort of have a squabble...
haiz...
squabble until...
omg...
den sunday still very extremely moody...
moody until like can break down anytime...
den trying to tahan till night when papa go work...
if not sure scare papa de...
den tahan until like 6plus...
dar's msg finally made me laugh...
lols...
his chinese is damn funny...
omg...
den was laughing all the way till like 11plus le...
lolx...
so many days of laughter came up with...
non-stop laughing for hours...
omg...
think there's some problems with me le...
lolx...
den did report from 12 till 1.30 den went to sleep...

den today...
woke up late...
coz this blur me...
i alarm the wrong timing...
supposed to wake up at 6.55am...
den i alarm 6.55pm...
den woke up at 7.38am...
coz jie phone was ringing away...
den ah!!!!!!
but after all never rush...
at reached school on the dot...
lol....
den realised tt hand in report today not tml...
but luckily i rushed it yesterday...
so it's like woots~~~~~~
just that can't edit le lo...
lols...
den today...
my ulcer is really terrible...
causing my lip to sort of swell up...
den wanted to eat prata!!!!
but can't coz of my idiot ulcer...
kns...
den no choice eat hor fun lo...
haiz...
was talking about lots of stuff...
hahas...
den today went up and down up and down...
so sianz...
today like suddenly nothing to do le...
feel to empty at fsrc...
haiz...

hahas...
finally managed to come online after such a long holiday...
chinese new year is so boring to me...
other than ongbaos...
nothing appealing...
anyway ready bought my new phone...
yesh...
so happy...
the new sony ericcson shake phone...
lolx...
so happy with it...
but my old line haven't cancel wor... still must use my old line...
anyway my friends can contact me at both lines...
lolx...
coz i linked the lines...
so next time can have two number on a phone...
cool rite??
lolx...

sianz...
got two reports to do for the holiday..
sianz...

haiz...
i'm so tired...
fsrc really tires me out...
though nothing to do in school...
talk abt the past few days then...



last friday...
after school...
went to bishan to watch sweney todd with dar...
the food court closed...
so i got no choice but to eat fast food...
but i m sick lo...
sort of worsen my sickness...
coz we ate at pasta mania...
den the pasta all got those garlic annd onions that is not good for the throat de...
so was coughing away during the movie...
den the movie...
tot it was nice...
den come out not nice de...
all sing and sing...
though singing is okie la...
but the movie is not nice...
the story line over normal...
every single move all can predict...
den watch until wan to sleep...
actually tot got johnny depp should be okie de...
but come out...
haiz...


den the weekends...
woots!!!
spring cleaning...
clean my house until like crazy...
especially my room...
was using cloth...
and manually wipe the floor...
wipe like 5 times...
so now my room is the cleanest place of my house...
all the dust is gone at home...
so happy...
got the feeling of accomplishment...
lol...
but the pathetic thing is...
my nails went black...
due to the dirt...
omg...
look damn gross...
actually wan leave nails and paint for cny de...
but no choice but stick to short nail le...
sobs...


den the few days in school...
was as per normal...
lol...
eat...
sleep...
play games...
bleahz~~
boring life...
but sometimes got funny stuff lo...
with syidah and aishah and kel...
alot of funny stuff...
most importantly...
whacking buttt sessions...
lol...
but so sad need to do reports le...
rushing them during cny ba...
think must borrow lappy from dar again...
coz jie oso got projects to rush...
den like that i sure cannot use comp de...
so must borrow...
hopefully can ba...
lolx...


photos uploading session!!

pasted a pore strip on dar's nose...
wanted to take photo de...
but he covered just in time...
lolx....


melody was massaging aishah...
and wengkin come and play with her hair...
make until aishah wan to hit his balls...
lolx...



on the bus to marina square...
damn long ago photo...
lolx..
no time to upload la...

dar sleeping on me...
see la...
cover my view...


me trying on dar's specs...
look so nerdy!!!
omg...
so must consider le...
coz i actually wan buy nerdy specs de...

aishah bought a super large toblerone from bazzar...
see how huge it is...
omg...
dunno how she's gonna finish it...
hahas....

i want chocolate!!!! yumyum...

this photo look like i selling toblerone...
so how...
anybody wan buy toblerone...
pls look for me...
toblerone is nice...
hahasss....
free advertisement...
lolx..