haiz...
this two weeks no time to come online to blog...
finally got time le...
but...
dun really know wat to write...
haiz...

last week...
gong gong passed away...
didn't feel mmuch at the starting...
but when i saw popo...
it's like...
can feel her heartache...
and she keep saying...
only left with me...
i'm the only one left...
den feel so much like crying...
if i have the choice...
i never wan to get married..
coz you never know when your other half will leave you...
leaving you...
haiz...
so when never get together...
den wun feel sad when the other left...
isn't that so...
haiz...

after funeral...
work and work and work...
like some crazy woman like that...
whole life like only got work...
haiz...
and dar ar...
can you dun sleep like a pig not...
every morning call until i wan die lo...
so many calls to wake u up...
haiyo...

thursday actually quite happy that friday can go out with dar de...
but he went to send cookies to his frenz...
make until he like very tired...
so bu she de...
so poor thing...
so suggested that we dun go out on friday le...
den dar angered...
but it's like i really dun wan you to be so tired ma...
haiz...
it's like quite hurt after your that particular msg...
super sad...
sort of quarelled...
but after all oso decided to go out ma...
actually was supposed to be the last time before your icas de...

friday went out with him at night...
watched enchanted!!!
quite happy that day...
heex...
enchanted quite nice show lehz...
though very fairy tale...
hahas...
orchard now oso damn chio at night...
was looking at the lights...
hahas...
damn beautiful lehz...
and dar dar never eat subway before...
he looked damn sua ku...
hahas...
but in subway damn farnie thing happened....
though he never hear it...
but hear liaoz damn farnie...
hahas...
but shan't say...
it's our secret...
hahas...
took bus home...
was talking about the day before...
haiz...
wanted him to rest de...
coz he help me with personal selling...
so tired...
so didn't wan to make him go out with me...
damn sad...
but luckily my eyes never swollen after the crying...
and muz thank jonathan for cheering me up lo...
haiz...

and saturday!!!
totally free the whole day...
and you bluff me that you dunno stats...
so go teach you la...
but after all you know your work ma!!
so trying to find excuses to see me la...
wat the...
den after tat went home...
meet jie at orchard with her church frens...
on the way was msging dar...
and you even say...
haiz...
make until i damn sad...
den meet up with them...
k la...
quite nice people...
ate dinner...
decided to make over a girl and the other three guys...
hahas...
the girl die oso dun wan wear skirt...
hahas...
but managed to make her just put the dress over...
k la...
one small step to changing image...
den to the guys...
the shirt i picked damn nice lo...
made victor wear it...
k la...
come out shuai lo...
the jacket jie chose with the shirt come out damn nice...
but was very sad...
coz dar wasn't around...
haiz...
den make over the other two guys...
but the quan han choose de shirt damn ugly lo...
haiyo...
dne he wear up damn de...
G-A-Y...
hahas...
den the other shirt i picked oso nice de lo...
just that the jacket that the other girl picked make it look damn ugly...
or should say the guy do not suit that style...
hahas...
den went home...
was quite a fast journey...
coz i took mrt...
luckily jie didn't want to take bus...
if not i'll be taking the same route for like 3 times in this week...
but the way tat we walked so damn crowded...
den it's like squeezing through la...

den papa came back from overseas liaoz!!
missed him soo much...
but today he got work...
didn't really talk to him...
coz wasn't feeling well...
haiz...
today oso sick...
got diahorrea...
haiz...
tummy very pain...
missed dar alot as well...
but still very sad...
coz he like...
misunderstand me...
haiz...
i'm totally speechless...
haiz...

must buck up do report le!!
jia you!!

+you said that line to jie+
+so are u still in the shadow of your past r/s+
+or you just dun trust me+

heex...
finally another week of UOB is down...
though fun but tirung...
some of us feel like staying on...
coz being together is damn happie...
especially with jon around...
he can make all of us laugh with his crap la...
hahas....

monday, tuesday and wednesday rushed home after work la...
coz papa wan to take my ezlink...
sobs...
den can't even go out...
sobs...
saturday oso cannot go out lehz...
coz i told papa i nothing on le...
so sad...
but stay at home i got lotsa things to do...
watch my vcds!!!
and study on product knowledge lo...
damn pathetic...
but stay at home got more time for papa and jie...
so oso feel happie...
heh heh...

thursday after wrok needa meet jie at raffles for dinner...
and guess wat...
me shu wen and steph take together...
both of them go bugis...
i go raffles...
den super long journey...
from tpy down...
imagine every stop the train stop for 15min...
and even in between oso...
den worst thing ever!!!
reach newton say train will have to check...
so everybody is to get down...
and then we ready super late liaoz...
den we see okiez la next train in 2min...
den got announcement...
say the mrt to marina bay that side gonna stop for 1pathetic hour...
so what are we supposed to do...
den we walk up to ask if got any bus to destination...
the mrt uncle say only 171...
and then only got 1pathetic bus...
and then the bus stop is full...
and the worst thing is...
bus only comes once in an hour...
how pathetic!!!
and then we decided to take mrt back to tpy...
and then mrt come liaoz totally full can't even get up...
still never mind la...
next one come totally nobody...
then the screen writes do not board!!!!
wat the...
three of us were like scolding and swearing away la...
and then guess wat...
singtel server down!!!!
can't even call out or people to call in...
only can msg...
then singtel keep msging me say wat number wat number is trying to call in but can't go through...
wat the hell la...
super pissed off...
and imagine i was tahan-ing with a irritating customer just a few minutes ago!!!
so irritated by those stupid customer la...
call in just for some reasons that they overlooked!!
wat the...
and then scold us liaoz...
den know the reason so easy...
den laugh away and then happily say sorry...
wat the...
so pissed off that make me scold a customer the first time in my job la...
faintz...
luckily only ten of us know...
haha...
team leader dunno...
hopefully they dun go and listen to that particular call...
if not grades gonna run down again...
but quite sad that day la...
coz finally can call through den just nice trying to call dar...
den i scolded him for no reason lo...
den he still guai guai let me scold...
wat the...
quite guilty abt this lo...
den dar still say willing to let me scold...
coz let me vent out than keep inside me...
i feel so bad when i finally calm down la...

friday was like quite happie...
coz early in the morning somehow felt damn good...
maybe no rain but weather very windy la...
so feel damn good...
so happily go work...
den reached liaoz...
coz friday..
so jon and steph so high...
everytime friday all like that...
den becoz of that...
can laugh for no reason...
haha...
den was laughing non-stop all the way...
until unch time...
dar waited for me downstairs...
so can't really concentrate...
den went down meet dar for lunch...
hahas...
somebody dun even dare to....
hahas...
den went to eat our normal...
long john silver...
hahas...
den the 1hour go pass damn fast...
as wat dar says...
but dun feel so...
just feel damn happie...
den went back all the sai kang come liaoz...
all the terrible calls is i receive one lo...
den hor got one ar...
in the morning called just to ask that if one of the higher position people come liaoz not...
den i tell the customer not yet come...
den she just say she'll call back later...
and then afternoon she call again to look for me...
but then i on call so timo pick for me...
den she got some wierd issue la...
and i totally dunno the case...
and timo like somehow the case like quite big...
and tough...
and the worst thing is i have to type dunno how many escalations that is very urgent that needs to be done in the same split minute!!!
and timo just pushes the case to me...
humph...
i totally dunno wat that customer wants and he knows it lo...
super pissed off...
den bor bian just throw to my leader and ask her wat i can do...
got scolded for not reading first...
and not checking first...
but hor i totally dunno wat the customer faxed in la...
and the fax is attn to timo la...
then i'm the one doing it...
wat the...
den no choice go talk to the other leader...
den is like the leader wan timo to do it...
so get me to go back...
so i keep on picking up calls lo...
den timo scolded me knn la...
but it's like i explain everything to jon and steph...
and even they say should be timo do de la...
but it's like he keep pushing me to go handle the case...
wat the so pissed off...
den talked to dar on the phone again...
scolded him again i think...
can't remember...
coZ was damn sad...
den went to my dearie qiqi house...
hugged her and some sort of teared...
den played with her dog...
xiao bao is still as cute as before!!!
hahas...
xiao bao loves me...!!
she keep staring at me...
hahas...
den had a good talk with qiqi...
thanks qiqi for buying the cookies from me!!!
i love you sooo much!!!
hhaha...

den went home liaoz lo...
was damn tired...
and jie bought my fav brand of tau huey for me...
love it so much...
damn nice la...
den sort of slept...
hahas...
den uncle they all left le...
me and jie still sleeping on the sofa...
hahas...
den dar's msg woke me up...
okiez la...
luckily wake me up la...
if not guess we'll just sleep there all the way...
hahas...
den he called...
chatted for like so damn long...
den went to bathe...
hahas...
dar is so powerful to spoilt his phone...
super power...!!
so he using his mama phone...
den his phone no batt cannot msg liaoz... :(...
cannot tahan den went to sleep at 2plus...
msg dar good nite...
didn't even get up to see his reply...
woke up today at 1plus i think...
damn power sleep...
it's been long since i managed to sleep till afternoon...
hahas...
and got a msg...
thanks eileen and shermaine junior to buy cookies from me!!
love them so much...
my supportive juniors!!!
must give them kiss when i see them!!
hahas...

thanks dar for making our photo...
heex...
was quite touched by that photo...
hahas...
sort of got calm me down yesterday...
i love you so much!!