Tuesday, May 29, 2007 wat the hell...
dunno wat's the prob with blogger...
having problems again...
changed my template...
but somehow keep coming up with my old template...
the new one is much prettier lo...
i guess...
i'm fainting...
someone help me...
i'm down with 2 projects and 1 ICA this week...
and it's already tuesday already...
and i'm no even half done with any of those...
even ICA also not yet study and dun even freakingly understand!!
wat's the stupid prob with me this sem...
there's really a huge prob...
and since popo ready know about serene's matter...
do you think she still have the mood to going out happily to lunch with us...
you say wan make her happy...
but the prob is no matter wat she will not be happy...
and why not just save the money for serene's medical expenses...
have to go for lunch with popo on vesak day...
the idiotic day that make me so stressed and everything packed together...
and the worst thing is i don't even have a holiday on that day!!!
omg...
for goodness sake...
i have no time to even study my Biz finance ICA which is on friday!!
and i have to rush out my MM report which have loads of errors...
and do finish the stupid ICT report with Eunice...
and next week there's freakingly 5 ICAs...
and i have to present twice tutorial Questions!!!
who and save me...
i still must rush those tutorials...
and those who know me...
i never ever do not do my homework!!!
only for that once where i did the wrong tutorial...
and there's no more time...
i'm really fainting...
+who can save mi+
+the sunshine will come after every rainy day+
dunno wat's the prob with blogger...
having problems again...
changed my template...
but somehow keep coming up with my old template...
the new one is much prettier lo...
i guess...
i'm fainting...
someone help me...
i'm down with 2 projects and 1 ICA this week...
and it's already tuesday already...
and i'm no even half done with any of those...
even ICA also not yet study and dun even freakingly understand!!
wat's the stupid prob with me this sem...
there's really a huge prob...
and since popo ready know about serene's matter...
do you think she still have the mood to going out happily to lunch with us...
you say wan make her happy...
but the prob is no matter wat she will not be happy...
and why not just save the money for serene's medical expenses...
have to go for lunch with popo on vesak day...
the idiotic day that make me so stressed and everything packed together...
and the worst thing is i don't even have a holiday on that day!!!
omg...
for goodness sake...
i have no time to even study my Biz finance ICA which is on friday!!
and i have to rush out my MM report which have loads of errors...
and do finish the stupid ICT report with Eunice...
and next week there's freakingly 5 ICAs...
and i have to present twice tutorial Questions!!!
who and save me...
i still must rush those tutorials...
and those who know me...
i never ever do not do my homework!!!
only for that once where i did the wrong tutorial...
and there's no more time...
i'm really fainting...
+who can save mi+
+the sunshine will come after every rainy day+
written at 2:44 PM
Sunday, May 27, 2007 i finally finished my MM report...!!
hahas...
been working on it the whole day...
those people that know ar...
i've been logging on and off the net again and again...
hahas...
people must have been irritated by me...
but gonna print my report tml...
if not later got changes ma...
hopes nothing goes wrong ba...
heex...
hahas...
been working on it the whole day...
those people that know ar...
i've been logging on and off the net again and again...
hahas...
people must have been irritated by me...
but gonna print my report tml...
if not later got changes ma...
hopes nothing goes wrong ba...
heex...
written at 5:51 PM
haiz...
so long never blog le...
finally can come online...
shall have a long post now...
heex...
anyway summarised is that i have had a very nice past 3 weeks...
fun shall say...
but a bit sad la...
i'm 18 le lo...
came so fast...
went past so fast as well...
didn't managed to catch the time...
time passed so fast...
that day went out with jiantong den walked around orchard...
den went to watch movie...
too bad he watched the 200pounds beauty le...
bor bian...
so have to choose another movie...
all he alomst watched before le...
so just choose a movie timing can make it de lo...
den watch 28weeks later...
omg...
damn bloody la...
somemore is m18...
and that time not yet 18 yet...
luckily the person nevr check...
hahas...
den the show is like got some virus attack called the rage virus...
make until a person cannot even recognise his loved ones...
even killed his beloved wife...
and almost killed his own child...
omg...
den is like their only food is blood la...
other than blood they dun even take in any thing...
so is like the rage people practically bite each other's throats to drink the blood...
somemore got 1 scene the oesophagus kana bite out la...
luckily i was eating lollipop so never scream...
but i cried la...
coz over gross le...
abit scary somemore...
den that jiantong was like laughing at mi...
coz this time i never scream...
den he was like watch happy feet oso will scream de this one never scream ah...
i was like wat the hell la...
but i never scream for this okiez!!
must clap for me wor!!
heez...
den watch the show le like no appetide to eat dinner le la...
but still managed to eat...
heez...
den at night was like playing with my doggy soft toy and jie de...
and happened to be jie doggy bigger...
den my doggy so small...
den i put it at a side of the bed...
den came back den saw is the scene is like jie doggy bullying my doggy...
hahas...
den took photo of it...
den it's like went out with kenneth to escape on last saturday...
with his other frens la...
he never tell mi that he bringing 3guy friends la...
so ended up 1girl and 4guys...
i feel totally wierd...
but first met kenneth at compass for breakfast...
den eat le he bring mi to kiddy palace...
den i was like wat you doing here for...
den he was like choose one soft toy for your birthday...
i was like dun need la...
den he insists...
den choose a piggy...
the photo of the piggy is below:
den i practically carrying the piggy with me all the way to escape...
play the whole day la...
den is like his friends ar...
abit unhygienic sia...
anyhow pui saliva de...
felt disgusted...
but cannot fa huo wat...
coz it's like his friends lehz...
i no right to scold them ma...
den sit alot of rides...
got 2rides i know my heartprob cannot take de...
got 1 kana forced up by his friend...
den come down the ride i like nothing worng lehz...
so i think haiya this time will not attack de la...
den his friends almost forced me on the inverter la...
that one i really die die cannot sit de la...
den they go sit...
den his 1 friend is like give mi black face after that...
i was like wat the hell la...
but it's like must give kenneth face rite...
so tahan...
den go drink something at Bk...
den is like they buy the super big cup drink for mi...
somemore they dun dare share with mi or wat...
so is like i drink it myself la...
den they not enough drink den i call them just drink mine la...
den his that fren again ar...
orh we dunno each other so cannot...
wat the...
obviously dun like me rite...
so freakingly ungentleman la...
den went to the haunted house...
but too dark...
den i got night blindness...
so totally cannot see anything only hear some screams...
so scared fall down only...
den walk out den feel abit heartache le...
den they still wan force me up the inverter...
crazy lo...
sit so many times...
den i die die dun wan...
his friend again give that kinda sucking attitude...
as if i care la...
somemore heart super pain by that time le...
no energy to even bother him...
den they taking the ride that time...
my heart cannot take it le lo...
i was like super pain until cannot even stand up...
den kenneth ask mi wat's wrong la...
den i was like heart prob attack le...
den his idiot fren say wat...
like real i asthma oso nothing wrong...
pls la any normal brain oso noe heartprob worse than asthma la...
somemore i got both lehz...
so wat makes you think we can compare...
somemore you guy lehz...
body sure stronger than me one rite!!
den they still stand up and walk around...
pls la...
i super pain still need pei them walk around...
wth...
super angry plus heartpain!!
somemore must tahan dun flare up...
any of my fren oso know i surely will flare up de lo...
but must give kenneth face rite!!
den they still wan me take their shun feng che home on taxi...
pls la...
i so angry and bo song you le you think i will sit taxi with you mehx...
pls la...
can you use your brain not...
somemore i will never take cab home with a guy de la...
so insisted that i take bus home myself...
den on the bus cannot tahan le...
was like flare up towards the piggy...
poor piggy...
luckily on bus nobody...
but the bus driver must have think i crazy le...
den reach home at like 6plus...
den pay respects to mummy...
that day just nice 19may...
which is her birthday lo...
tuesday went to hlm to shop...
bought the jeans shorts that i wanted...
not bad la...
the colour and design i wanted...
heex...
den that day serhui called me...
to ask me about my stats...
coz she oso studying biz...
but in NP...
den is like meet her at hougang green at 7.45 with all my stats notes...
den teach her lo...
not bad sia...
my year1 sem1 things still remember...
heex..
but like dun seem to remember this sem things la...
den is like we half chat half do work...
den brought my hmk there to do as well...
den chatted alot...
the past...
the present...
and wat we think of the future...
secondary school like no worries lehz...
but now...
haiz...
everybody should know ba...
heex...
den is like after meeting serhui...
is like really pick up alot of courage to face my future...
den reach home at 11...
first time reach home so late la...
last time all with jie so never mind...
go home that time super scared...
luckily er su at home when i get home...
so feel a bit more secure le...
heex...
wednesday school as per normal...
but got NE seminar...
kaoz...
watch singapore history...
the same video watched more than 3 times in my 18years of life la...
somemore must give comments...
diaoz...
den ended up just copying chien wei's answer...
den went back with eunice...
chatted alot on the way home...
not bad...
next time can chat with her on the way home...
heex...
thursday is finally my birthday and senior's birthday...
came so fast...
at midnight mi and senior wished each other happy birthday...
quite amusing sia...
heex...
remember last time sec sch we meet and exchanged birthday presents...
and even birthday greetings...
the whole day was like my phone keep ringing...
lots of frens wishing me happi birthday...
thanks to:
-senior
-kelynn
-devi
-suyu
-melody
-wengkin
-kenneth
-jie
-an na
-jomaine
-tq
-charis
-yunlu
-da yi ma
-kartika
-kim
-grace
-yunting
-eunice
nd many more...
sorry if left you out sia...
but the suay thing is that kana mens at 12midnight...
wat a good gift from heaven sia...
make until whole day so painful...
reached home at nearly 7...
super tired...
see thing like triple image...
like going faint le...
but go home wash face den keep on do homework...
den da yi ma called to wish mi happy birthday...
feel so warm in the heart...
every single msg, greeting and call is so meaningful to me...
shows that i'm in people's hearts la...
is like...
shows that people makes effort to even remember...
friday went out with kenneth to watch pirates of the carribean...
was so disappointed with the show...
eeks...
not that nice as the first 2...
was boring...
and dunno wat they talking about la...
still need kenneth to explain to me the show...
diaoz...
somemore the show like 2plus hours...
sit until my butt hurts...
but i managed to eat my pizza hut...
took a few pic...
so long never blog le...
finally can come online...
shall have a long post now...
heex...
anyway summarised is that i have had a very nice past 3 weeks...
fun shall say...
but a bit sad la...
i'm 18 le lo...
came so fast...
went past so fast as well...
didn't managed to catch the time...
time passed so fast...
that day went out with jiantong den walked around orchard...
den went to watch movie...
too bad he watched the 200pounds beauty le...
bor bian...
so have to choose another movie...
all he alomst watched before le...
so just choose a movie timing can make it de lo...
den watch 28weeks later...
omg...
damn bloody la...
somemore is m18...
and that time not yet 18 yet...
luckily the person nevr check...
hahas...
den the show is like got some virus attack called the rage virus...
make until a person cannot even recognise his loved ones...
even killed his beloved wife...
and almost killed his own child...
omg...
den is like their only food is blood la...
other than blood they dun even take in any thing...
so is like the rage people practically bite each other's throats to drink the blood...
somemore got 1 scene the oesophagus kana bite out la...
luckily i was eating lollipop so never scream...
but i cried la...
coz over gross le...
abit scary somemore...
den that jiantong was like laughing at mi...
coz this time i never scream...
den he was like watch happy feet oso will scream de this one never scream ah...
i was like wat the hell la...
but i never scream for this okiez!!
must clap for me wor!!
heez...
den watch the show le like no appetide to eat dinner le la...
but still managed to eat...
heez...
den at night was like playing with my doggy soft toy and jie de...
and happened to be jie doggy bigger...
den my doggy so small...
den i put it at a side of the bed...
den came back den saw is the scene is like jie doggy bullying my doggy...
hahas...
den took photo of it...
den it's like went out with kenneth to escape on last saturday...
with his other frens la...
he never tell mi that he bringing 3guy friends la...
so ended up 1girl and 4guys...
i feel totally wierd...
but first met kenneth at compass for breakfast...
den eat le he bring mi to kiddy palace...
den i was like wat you doing here for...
den he was like choose one soft toy for your birthday...
i was like dun need la...
den he insists...
den choose a piggy...
the photo of the piggy is below:
den i practically carrying the piggy with me all the way to escape...
play the whole day la...
den is like his friends ar...
abit unhygienic sia...
anyhow pui saliva de...
felt disgusted...
but cannot fa huo wat...
coz it's like his friends lehz...
i no right to scold them ma...
den sit alot of rides...
got 2rides i know my heartprob cannot take de...
got 1 kana forced up by his friend...
den come down the ride i like nothing worng lehz...
so i think haiya this time will not attack de la...
den his friends almost forced me on the inverter la...
that one i really die die cannot sit de la...
den they go sit...
den his 1 friend is like give mi black face after that...
i was like wat the hell la...
but it's like must give kenneth face rite...
so tahan...
den go drink something at Bk...
den is like they buy the super big cup drink for mi...
somemore they dun dare share with mi or wat...
so is like i drink it myself la...
den they not enough drink den i call them just drink mine la...
den his that fren again ar...
orh we dunno each other so cannot...
wat the...
obviously dun like me rite...
so freakingly ungentleman la...
den went to the haunted house...
but too dark...
den i got night blindness...
so totally cannot see anything only hear some screams...
so scared fall down only...
den walk out den feel abit heartache le...
den they still wan force me up the inverter...
crazy lo...
sit so many times...
den i die die dun wan...
his friend again give that kinda sucking attitude...
as if i care la...
somemore heart super pain by that time le...
no energy to even bother him...
den they taking the ride that time...
my heart cannot take it le lo...
i was like super pain until cannot even stand up...
den kenneth ask mi wat's wrong la...
den i was like heart prob attack le...
den his idiot fren say wat...
like real i asthma oso nothing wrong...
pls la any normal brain oso noe heartprob worse than asthma la...
somemore i got both lehz...
so wat makes you think we can compare...
somemore you guy lehz...
body sure stronger than me one rite!!
den they still stand up and walk around...
pls la...
i super pain still need pei them walk around...
wth...
super angry plus heartpain!!
somemore must tahan dun flare up...
any of my fren oso know i surely will flare up de lo...
but must give kenneth face rite!!
den they still wan me take their shun feng che home on taxi...
pls la...
i so angry and bo song you le you think i will sit taxi with you mehx...
pls la...
can you use your brain not...
somemore i will never take cab home with a guy de la...
so insisted that i take bus home myself...
den on the bus cannot tahan le...
was like flare up towards the piggy...
poor piggy...
luckily on bus nobody...
but the bus driver must have think i crazy le...
den reach home at like 6plus...
den pay respects to mummy...
that day just nice 19may...
which is her birthday lo...
tuesday went to hlm to shop...
bought the jeans shorts that i wanted...
not bad la...
the colour and design i wanted...
heex...
den that day serhui called me...
to ask me about my stats...
coz she oso studying biz...
but in NP...
den is like meet her at hougang green at 7.45 with all my stats notes...
den teach her lo...
not bad sia...
my year1 sem1 things still remember...
heex..
but like dun seem to remember this sem things la...
den is like we half chat half do work...
den brought my hmk there to do as well...
den chatted alot...
the past...
the present...
and wat we think of the future...
secondary school like no worries lehz...
but now...
haiz...
everybody should know ba...
heex...
den is like after meeting serhui...
is like really pick up alot of courage to face my future...
den reach home at 11...
first time reach home so late la...
last time all with jie so never mind...
go home that time super scared...
luckily er su at home when i get home...
so feel a bit more secure le...
heex...
wednesday school as per normal...
but got NE seminar...
kaoz...
watch singapore history...
the same video watched more than 3 times in my 18years of life la...
somemore must give comments...
diaoz...
den ended up just copying chien wei's answer...
den went back with eunice...
chatted alot on the way home...
not bad...
next time can chat with her on the way home...
heex...
thursday is finally my birthday and senior's birthday...
came so fast...
at midnight mi and senior wished each other happy birthday...
quite amusing sia...
heex...
remember last time sec sch we meet and exchanged birthday presents...
and even birthday greetings...
the whole day was like my phone keep ringing...
lots of frens wishing me happi birthday...
thanks to:
-senior
-kelynn
-devi
-suyu
-melody
-wengkin
-kenneth
-jie
-an na
-jomaine
-tq
-charis
-yunlu
-da yi ma
-kartika
-kim
-grace
-yunting
-eunice
nd many more...
sorry if left you out sia...
but the suay thing is that kana mens at 12midnight...
wat a good gift from heaven sia...
make until whole day so painful...
reached home at nearly 7...
super tired...
see thing like triple image...
like going faint le...
but go home wash face den keep on do homework...
den da yi ma called to wish mi happy birthday...
feel so warm in the heart...
every single msg, greeting and call is so meaningful to me...
shows that i'm in people's hearts la...
is like...
shows that people makes effort to even remember...
friday went out with kenneth to watch pirates of the carribean...
was so disappointed with the show...
eeks...
not that nice as the first 2...
was boring...
and dunno wat they talking about la...
still need kenneth to explain to me the show...
diaoz...
somemore the show like 2plus hours...
sit until my butt hurts...
but i managed to eat my pizza hut...
took a few pic...
me and jasmine
me and kenneth
den tat kenneth keep making wierd faces sia...
make until photo come out super ugly...
oh ya...
kenneth fren jasmine went with us...
augu...
dun say he like mi le hor...
we everytime go out all got other people de hor...
saturday stayed at home for homework...
loads of things to do sia...
sunday still must rush mm project...
left executive summary and conclusion only...
haiz...
msut pia finish...
somemore want get good grades...
abit hard sia...
me and kenneth
den tat kenneth keep making wierd faces sia...
make until photo come out super ugly...
oh ya...
kenneth fren jasmine went with us...
augu...
dun say he like mi le hor...
we everytime go out all got other people de hor...
saturday stayed at home for homework...
loads of things to do sia...
sunday still must rush mm project...
left executive summary and conclusion only...
haiz...
msut pia finish...
somemore want get good grades...
abit hard sia...
below photo took by kim...
hahas...
my tortoise and her milk bottle...
so cute...
written at 2:05 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007 haiz...
school started for 2nd week le...
sianz...
now lessons are getting harder...
but can't wait for jap lessons...
got a few quite good looking de guy...
but haiz...
not my type...
so only see for shuang only...
heex...
money EFMA as usual...
tuesday late for school...
stupid me see wrong timetable...
den go school late lo...
this time i really angry le...
wednesday quite tiring..
but very fun...
yunting and grace very funny...
with them can laugh non stop...
and can concentrate on studies beta...
now understand more of the modules i taking...
but oso damn tough...
den thursday super tiring...
coz must wait for 2 hours...
den we go library..
den do a bit of homework...
while yunting teach nazreen to talk chinese...
super funny...
yunting as lecturer...
shi hui as tutor...
den grace as e-tutor...
which stands for evil tutor...
coz all teach some weird stuffs...
den me...
hanyupinyin advisor...
and ended up laughing the whole 2 hours off...
super funny...
en biz law was like so sian...
grace and yunting gonna orh orh le..
me too...
but force myself to wake up...
hahas...
took some pics but can't upload...
coz now at kenneth house...
he la...
sick...
den not enuff money to see doctor..
pei him go and pay a bit for him...
so must come his house take my money...
heex...
den use comp la...
tml still going out with jiantong to orchard...
same old place T_T...
wat the...
but borbian...
we stay so far apart...
school started for 2nd week le...
sianz...
now lessons are getting harder...
but can't wait for jap lessons...
got a few quite good looking de guy...
but haiz...
not my type...
so only see for shuang only...
heex...
money EFMA as usual...
tuesday late for school...
stupid me see wrong timetable...
den go school late lo...
this time i really angry le...
wednesday quite tiring..
but very fun...
yunting and grace very funny...
with them can laugh non stop...
and can concentrate on studies beta...
now understand more of the modules i taking...
but oso damn tough...
den thursday super tiring...
coz must wait for 2 hours...
den we go library..
den do a bit of homework...
while yunting teach nazreen to talk chinese...
super funny...
yunting as lecturer...
shi hui as tutor...
den grace as e-tutor...
which stands for evil tutor...
coz all teach some weird stuffs...
den me...
hanyupinyin advisor...
and ended up laughing the whole 2 hours off...
super funny...
en biz law was like so sian...
grace and yunting gonna orh orh le..
me too...
but force myself to wake up...
hahas...
took some pics but can't upload...
coz now at kenneth house...
he la...
sick...
den not enuff money to see doctor..
pei him go and pay a bit for him...
so must come his house take my money...
heex...
den use comp la...
tml still going out with jiantong to orchard...
same old place T_T...
wat the...
but borbian...
we stay so far apart...
written at 3:47 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 human can decide their own destiny,
but if we do everything for people,
den it's not destiny's fault,
it our own fault.
but if we do everything for people,
den it's not destiny's fault,
it our own fault.
written at 9:41 AM
haiz...
i see wrong timetable...
arghz...
so angry...
so have to wait for 1 hour...
so bor bian...
come comp lab use comp lo...
I'M SUPERRRRR ANGRY!!!!
!@$%^%&*(
arghz...
why i so blur!!!
wuahz...
somemore 1st lesson of the whole sem can...
haiz...
at least never go beta than late...
at the most the following lesson for this module cannot late le lo...
angry with myself...
must be yesterday go out until over late le...
so very tired...
haiz...
so never go see properly the timetable...
but i scared the groupings la...
coz this module the project jie say need alot of effort...
hope get into good de group ba..
but actually i dun mind get into which group la...
coz no matter wat it is the same...
haiz...
blur mi...
i'm still so angry...
and i see kalai...
when i just sit down to use comp...
and this girl just come stand beside mi...
den i was like why you come so early when jie is still sleeping...
hahas...
and she say she see wrong timetable oso...
but she come early i come late...
wat the...
and she still say at least early beta than late lo!!!
wuahz...
i know i late la...
heh~~~
but later got jap...
yay...
i start to love jap sia...
den got different class...
make new friends lo...
heex...
+the blur queen+
i see wrong timetable...
arghz...
so angry...
so have to wait for 1 hour...
so bor bian...
come comp lab use comp lo...
I'M SUPERRRRR ANGRY!!!!
!@$%^%&*(
arghz...
why i so blur!!!
wuahz...
somemore 1st lesson of the whole sem can...
haiz...
at least never go beta than late...
at the most the following lesson for this module cannot late le lo...
angry with myself...
must be yesterday go out until over late le...
so very tired...
haiz...
so never go see properly the timetable...
but i scared the groupings la...
coz this module the project jie say need alot of effort...
hope get into good de group ba..
but actually i dun mind get into which group la...
coz no matter wat it is the same...
haiz...
blur mi...
i'm still so angry...
and i see kalai...
when i just sit down to use comp...
and this girl just come stand beside mi...
den i was like why you come so early when jie is still sleeping...
hahas...
and she say she see wrong timetable oso...
but she come early i come late...
wat the...
and she still say at least early beta than late lo!!!
wuahz...
i know i late la...
heh~~~
but later got jap...
yay...
i start to love jap sia...
den got different class...
make new friends lo...
heex...
+the blur queen+
written at 9:05 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007 haiz...
the past week didn't managed to even come online...
finally can le...
heex...
the past one week was super upset...
like totally didn't managed to even smile...
really very sad...
when i didn't even do the same thing to you...
must you treat me like this??
afterall we're past classmates rite!!
how hurting izzit??
must you be so sarcastic...
can you stand in other people's shoes...
must you always be so selfish until you hurt people...
and when you do that...
you are always happily laughing away...
when others are brutally hurt by you..??
are you humane afterall???
better go and think about wat you did!!
before nobody will even ever be your friend again...
it's like...
i just want to vent my anger...
but no matter wat you do...
you're still my friend...
once a friend forever one...
i'll still be there in your reach when you need me...
this is wat called friends...
and not when others are ready hurt...
you hurt her more!
i'm really totally upset with you...
better go reflect on your stupid actions!
though this is a matter la...
but it's like...
i'm using all the energy i have to go school...
study...
and even maintain some stuffs...
i dun even have the energy to care abt you and my family...
so pls stop all your nonsense...
before i flare up...
and you know that when i flare up...
wat will happen!!!
yup...
last monday woke up super early...
coz need go orchard buy some stuff...
den when taking bus to orchard...
on the bus got 1 small girl...
think she is born to have some probs...
so she can't reach for the chair beside me...
so i helped her lo...
held her hand den pull her up the chair...
den is like...
when i practising jap on the bus...
she keep turn around and pull my hand den talk to me...
but hope that as she grow older will not trust people too much...
coz she'll never know who will harm her...
luckily she got the papa beside her...
den the papa was like sorry ah...
den keep pulling the girl's hand back...
but she just keep talking to me though i didn't understand wat she said...
but just smile to her lo...
den after tat rush to school to meet jie...
coz eating lunch with her...
den the school so packed la...
so never eat much...
hungry for the whole day...
den the tuesday go with jie to buy the financial calculator...
next year we oso need to buy...
but luckily jie buy 1 calculator for 2 people use...
and luckily only got 1 model la...
den wednesday and thurdays lessons as per normal...
but i still feel extremely out of place...
dunno why...
prob does not seem to get better...
still the same as before...
maybe i'm just not meant to be with them ba...
thursday the stupid business law teacher cancelled the tutorial...
and he called may's phone...
and she still said "i think you called the worng number"
hahas...
den got to wait for 4 hours...
and they wanted to go home...
den i cannot go home den come out again ma...
so afterall stay in school with jiaen they all...
den quite fun la...
chat quite alot...
and manged to eat something...
coz i was already starting to get giddy le...
coz never eat the whole day ma...
den went to library do homework...
ya...
den finished business law de homework...
dne jie come...
she worse than me...
she never eat for the whole day until 4pm...
so went with her to mum mum...
den after that meet augu and the rest at printing shop to get my bag...
yap...
den had to print the intro to fs notes...
a little different from jie de...
so bo bian...
oso need to buy...
$4plus lehz...
sianz...
all my money all spent on books le...
den meet may and zhen to go for ict...
settled te groupings..
but wait for 4hours just for 40min...
but this sem the lessons quite heavy...
worry that i cannot tahan...
den after that go home lo...
finish all my homework on friday night...
woots...
only used 3 hours to finsh 7modules' work...
i rock...
hahas...
den slacked at home on saturday and sunday...
but i saturday got a bit siao siao de...
like totally forget i in poly le...
still preparing my sec school stuff...
coz i last time normally saturday got tuition de...
den was like taking out my a maths and science books...
hahas...
luckily i see the poly books on my table...
den stop everything and put back...
heex...
luckily jie never see it man...
phew...
den whole weekend playing with my sudoku again!!!
love sudoku...
ready until level 3 le...
got 5 levels..
i skipped the easy part...
coz it's really too chicken feet...
dun even need to use brain de...
will only do the easy one in school...
den today need to buy breakfast cum lunch for jo an na and jie...
heex...
at least cheer up abit during the weekends...
still needa wait for 1 hour...
never mind lo...
can come school use comp...
the past week didn't managed to even come online...
finally can le...
heex...
the past one week was super upset...
like totally didn't managed to even smile...
really very sad...
when i didn't even do the same thing to you...
must you treat me like this??
afterall we're past classmates rite!!
how hurting izzit??
must you be so sarcastic...
can you stand in other people's shoes...
must you always be so selfish until you hurt people...
and when you do that...
you are always happily laughing away...
when others are brutally hurt by you..??
are you humane afterall???
better go and think about wat you did!!
before nobody will even ever be your friend again...
it's like...
i just want to vent my anger...
but no matter wat you do...
you're still my friend...
once a friend forever one...
i'll still be there in your reach when you need me...
this is wat called friends...
and not when others are ready hurt...
you hurt her more!
i'm really totally upset with you...
better go reflect on your stupid actions!
though this is a matter la...
but it's like...
i'm using all the energy i have to go school...
study...
and even maintain some stuffs...
i dun even have the energy to care abt you and my family...
so pls stop all your nonsense...
before i flare up...
and you know that when i flare up...
wat will happen!!!
yup...
last monday woke up super early...
coz need go orchard buy some stuff...
den when taking bus to orchard...
on the bus got 1 small girl...
think she is born to have some probs...
so she can't reach for the chair beside me...
so i helped her lo...
held her hand den pull her up the chair...
den is like...
when i practising jap on the bus...
she keep turn around and pull my hand den talk to me...
but hope that as she grow older will not trust people too much...
coz she'll never know who will harm her...
luckily she got the papa beside her...
den the papa was like sorry ah...
den keep pulling the girl's hand back...
but she just keep talking to me though i didn't understand wat she said...
but just smile to her lo...
den after tat rush to school to meet jie...
coz eating lunch with her...
den the school so packed la...
so never eat much...
hungry for the whole day...
den the tuesday go with jie to buy the financial calculator...
next year we oso need to buy...
but luckily jie buy 1 calculator for 2 people use...
and luckily only got 1 model la...
den wednesday and thurdays lessons as per normal...
but i still feel extremely out of place...
dunno why...
prob does not seem to get better...
still the same as before...
maybe i'm just not meant to be with them ba...
thursday the stupid business law teacher cancelled the tutorial...
and he called may's phone...
and she still said "i think you called the worng number"
hahas...
den got to wait for 4 hours...
and they wanted to go home...
den i cannot go home den come out again ma...
so afterall stay in school with jiaen they all...
den quite fun la...
chat quite alot...
and manged to eat something...
coz i was already starting to get giddy le...
coz never eat the whole day ma...
den went to library do homework...
ya...
den finished business law de homework...
dne jie come...
she worse than me...
she never eat for the whole day until 4pm...
so went with her to mum mum...
den after that meet augu and the rest at printing shop to get my bag...
yap...
den had to print the intro to fs notes...
a little different from jie de...
so bo bian...
oso need to buy...
$4plus lehz...
sianz...
all my money all spent on books le...
den meet may and zhen to go for ict...
settled te groupings..
but wait for 4hours just for 40min...
but this sem the lessons quite heavy...
worry that i cannot tahan...
den after that go home lo...
finish all my homework on friday night...
woots...
only used 3 hours to finsh 7modules' work...
i rock...
hahas...
den slacked at home on saturday and sunday...
but i saturday got a bit siao siao de...
like totally forget i in poly le...
still preparing my sec school stuff...
coz i last time normally saturday got tuition de...
den was like taking out my a maths and science books...
hahas...
luckily i see the poly books on my table...
den stop everything and put back...
heex...
luckily jie never see it man...
phew...
den whole weekend playing with my sudoku again!!!
love sudoku...
ready until level 3 le...
got 5 levels..
i skipped the easy part...
coz it's really too chicken feet...
dun even need to use brain de...
will only do the easy one in school...
den today need to buy breakfast cum lunch for jo an na and jie...
heex...
at least cheer up abit during the weekends...
still needa wait for 1 hour...
never mind lo...
can come school use comp...
written at 1:53 PM
