Saturday, March 31, 2007 heex...
today went to sing k with jie after mentoring...
today teach science...
den the mentee i teach finish fast...
so ended up teaching maths...
den chinese...
now i know the difficulty of being a teacher...
the mentee i teach is like totally dunno chinese...
so must teach and explain every single word...
and then translate the whole word for him...
my brain cell died le baa...
heex...
yap...
went singing instead of going to visit serene...
coz jie dun feel like going...
den today purposely sing zao xia...
den very fun...
but sit near the counter...
so got alot of people walk past...
yeps...
den cannot do alot of actions lo...
but jie today very fidgety...
move here and there...
but not enough time for us to sing our songs...
so only sang guys songs and group songs...
girls de songs never even touch...
sobs...
yeps...
den jie going citi harvest...
so i pei her...
we walked around chinatown...
but wat's there to look around...
i dunno lehz...
just walked until 3...
den i take bus home lo..
jie dun let me take mrt...
den the bus until i almost sleep...
but force myself to wake up...
if not later sleep lean here and there...
den the uncle beside me quite smelly la...
so bo bian...
cannot sleep...
super tired..
last night sleep at 2am like that...
and woke up for mentoring at 7am...
faints....
not enuff sleep...
my normal hours are like 12hours la..
and now is like just 5...
i wan my sleep...
but now needa wait for jie come home den can sleep...
faints...
today got new wounds...
wuahzzz....
i kicked the stairs while climbing it...
coz got too many people le...
tourists taking photos...
at the chinatown overhead bridge...
the one that very wide got lots of plants de...
idiot la...
and auntie behind me pushing me...
den i was like...
hey i dunno you why you pushing me...
and i turn around she quickly turn away...
weird people...
yeps...
today got lots of weird people...
when on the way to outram sec is like...
on the escalator going up...
den i tot jie behind me...
den is 1 malay guy...
but luckily i never blur blur tok to him...
den i only turn around take a look only...
den he started singing malay song loud...
and i was like shocked...
scary sia...
oops...
ya took some time to change my blog skin...
hope it looked nice...
today went to sing k with jie after mentoring...
today teach science...
den the mentee i teach finish fast...
so ended up teaching maths...
den chinese...
now i know the difficulty of being a teacher...
the mentee i teach is like totally dunno chinese...
so must teach and explain every single word...
and then translate the whole word for him...
my brain cell died le baa...
heex...
yap...
went singing instead of going to visit serene...
coz jie dun feel like going...
den today purposely sing zao xia...
den very fun...
but sit near the counter...
so got alot of people walk past...
yeps...
den cannot do alot of actions lo...
but jie today very fidgety...
move here and there...
but not enough time for us to sing our songs...
so only sang guys songs and group songs...
girls de songs never even touch...
sobs...
yeps...
den jie going citi harvest...
so i pei her...
we walked around chinatown...
but wat's there to look around...
i dunno lehz...
just walked until 3...
den i take bus home lo..
jie dun let me take mrt...
den the bus until i almost sleep...
but force myself to wake up...
if not later sleep lean here and there...
den the uncle beside me quite smelly la...
so bo bian...
cannot sleep...
super tired..
last night sleep at 2am like that...
and woke up for mentoring at 7am...
faints....
not enuff sleep...
my normal hours are like 12hours la..
and now is like just 5...
i wan my sleep...
but now needa wait for jie come home den can sleep...
faints...
today got new wounds...
wuahzzz....
i kicked the stairs while climbing it...
coz got too many people le...
tourists taking photos...
at the chinatown overhead bridge...
the one that very wide got lots of plants de...
idiot la...
and auntie behind me pushing me...
den i was like...
hey i dunno you why you pushing me...
and i turn around she quickly turn away...
weird people...
yeps...
today got lots of weird people...
when on the way to outram sec is like...
on the escalator going up...
den i tot jie behind me...
den is 1 malay guy...
but luckily i never blur blur tok to him...
den i only turn around take a look only...
den he started singing malay song loud...
and i was like shocked...
scary sia...
oops...
ya took some time to change my blog skin...
hope it looked nice...
written at 5:27 PM
Friday, March 30, 2007 haiz...
today went out with jie, jomaine and anna...
we went to buy the stuff needed for the bbq hosted by us...
yeps...
anybody that wishes to go can come along...
but must call me before hand wor...
yeps...
but in the morning i dunno why suddenly woke up when i was fast asleep...
just shot up from my sleep...
at 6am...
crazy me...
maybe too much stuffs in my head...
can't rest properly...
shalln't think much...
problems will solve someday..
oneday...
den me and jie went amk hub first...
went to show her the shirt i liked...
den she oso say quite nice...
but den go try le not that nice le...
so decided not to buy...
den rushed to toa payoh to meet jomaine...
ate crystal jade...
and toast...
super nice...
im getting fatter and fatter...
eeks...
i dun like this...
yeps...
den meet anna in school...
went to meet anna...
and hand in jie's project...
den jomaine show me the credible online shopping webbie...
addicted liaoz...
cannot i wanna save money...
wanna buy my own ipod nano 4Gb...
yes...
i will save it..
but seems that my savings are all spent...
never mind...
i will still continue to save and go dieting!!!
hahas...
den went to hougang point to buy the stuff needed for bbq...
ended up me and jomaine pushing the trolley...
screaming like crazy...
coz none of us know how to control...
actually pushed by jie la...
but anna and jie need go choose the better sausages...
so they left to find it first...
ened up..
me and jo lo...
hahas..
was quite farnie lo...
den buy le the stuffs den headed to jomaine's house...
put down the stuff le...
den we drank yakult there...
jo's house like become our house le...
went in everything auto take ourselves...
i even took water and on the fan myself...
watched yu le bai fen bai when jie and anna was playing the comp...
today is stefanie sun...
was super funny...
me and jo laugh like crazy...
hahas...
den left to transfer funds over to the online shopping that person...
den walked around compass point...
bought many stuff...
cannot la...
im spending like crazy...
went home dead beat after that...
i'm supper tired...
whole body aching!!!
argh...
shall sleep well tonight...
but tml got my mentoring...
yay...
finally jie willing to go le...
can go back to sec sch...
but not my sec sch...
but can feel the vibrancy i had when i was sec sch...
jia you!!!
i can ao guo tml de!!
less sleep will not kill me!!
hahas...
tml gonna go visit serene with jie again...
hope she's getting better...
jia you for her too...
i know she's working hard to recover as well...
today went out with jie, jomaine and anna...
we went to buy the stuff needed for the bbq hosted by us...
yeps...
anybody that wishes to go can come along...
but must call me before hand wor...
yeps...
but in the morning i dunno why suddenly woke up when i was fast asleep...
just shot up from my sleep...
at 6am...
crazy me...
maybe too much stuffs in my head...
can't rest properly...
shalln't think much...
problems will solve someday..
oneday...
den me and jie went amk hub first...
went to show her the shirt i liked...
den she oso say quite nice...
but den go try le not that nice le...
so decided not to buy...
den rushed to toa payoh to meet jomaine...
ate crystal jade...
and toast...
super nice...
im getting fatter and fatter...
eeks...
i dun like this...
yeps...
den meet anna in school...
went to meet anna...
and hand in jie's project...
den jomaine show me the credible online shopping webbie...
addicted liaoz...
cannot i wanna save money...
wanna buy my own ipod nano 4Gb...
yes...
i will save it..
but seems that my savings are all spent...
never mind...
i will still continue to save and go dieting!!!
hahas...
den went to hougang point to buy the stuff needed for bbq...
ended up me and jomaine pushing the trolley...
screaming like crazy...
coz none of us know how to control...
actually pushed by jie la...
but anna and jie need go choose the better sausages...
so they left to find it first...
ened up..
me and jo lo...
hahas..
was quite farnie lo...
den buy le the stuffs den headed to jomaine's house...
put down the stuff le...
den we drank yakult there...
jo's house like become our house le...
went in everything auto take ourselves...
i even took water and on the fan myself...
watched yu le bai fen bai when jie and anna was playing the comp...
today is stefanie sun...
was super funny...
me and jo laugh like crazy...
hahas...
den left to transfer funds over to the online shopping that person...
den walked around compass point...
bought many stuff...
cannot la...
im spending like crazy...
went home dead beat after that...
i'm supper tired...
whole body aching!!!
argh...
shall sleep well tonight...
but tml got my mentoring...
yay...
finally jie willing to go le...
can go back to sec sch...
but not my sec sch...
but can feel the vibrancy i had when i was sec sch...
jia you!!!
i can ao guo tml de!!
less sleep will not kill me!!
hahas...
tml gonna go visit serene with jie again...
hope she's getting better...
jia you for her too...
i know she's working hard to recover as well...
written at 9:05 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007 haiz...
blogging again...
wuah hahaha...
class outing coming up soon...
finally can go ice skating again...
but i not very good at it...
can walk on ice...
and balance la...
hahas...
laopa won an ipod nano...
on his police family day de lucky draw...
it's silver colour and 2Gb...
not the one i wan...
jie insists that she take it...
fine...
i'm gonna buy it with my own money...
now desperately saving money...
hahas...
until now 1month plus le...
saved around $200 le...
but i wan save until $500...
den can choose one that i really like...
coz got i new mp3 can bluetooth...
den can connect to people...
den oso can put song over tru hp...
hahas...
but if cannot find 1 tt i like i wan buy the pink colour de 4GB...
den can put my whole computer de songs in...
still can save my photos...
good lehz...
coz my computer not much songs ma...
den next time my comp kana crashed...
at least got something can save my files at...
hahas...
today chatted with papa...
this time finally can daringly say out my sec sch life...
den tell him many things...
first time felt sooo close to papa...
love him loads...
but too shy to say out...
hahas...
but i noe got anything must say out...
if not anything happens i will regret...
heex..
just hope papa will stay healthy and happy...
and wish everybody that too...
heex...
blogging again...
wuah hahaha...
class outing coming up soon...
finally can go ice skating again...
but i not very good at it...
can walk on ice...
and balance la...
hahas...
laopa won an ipod nano...
on his police family day de lucky draw...
it's silver colour and 2Gb...
not the one i wan...
jie insists that she take it...
fine...
i'm gonna buy it with my own money...
now desperately saving money...
hahas...
until now 1month plus le...
saved around $200 le...
but i wan save until $500...
den can choose one that i really like...
coz got i new mp3 can bluetooth...
den can connect to people...
den oso can put song over tru hp...
hahas...
but if cannot find 1 tt i like i wan buy the pink colour de 4GB...
den can put my whole computer de songs in...
still can save my photos...
good lehz...
coz my computer not much songs ma...
den next time my comp kana crashed...
at least got something can save my files at...
hahas...
today chatted with papa...
this time finally can daringly say out my sec sch life...
den tell him many things...
first time felt sooo close to papa...
love him loads...
but too shy to say out...
hahas...
but i noe got anything must say out...
if not anything happens i will regret...
heex..
just hope papa will stay healthy and happy...
and wish everybody that too...
heex...
written at 4:42 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 haiz...
these few days many stuff happened...
went to see serene...
she's so...
she looked so fragile...
but to be actual....
when i walked closer to see her i felt abnormal...
how to say...
got this very strange feeling...
got a voice telling me...
she's not my cousin...
she is not...
how to say...
i jus feel like i dun know this person...
tt is not serene...
omg...
it's like not say i couldn't recognise her or something...
it's tt i feel that...
it's like...
it's like her soul exchanged with another person or wat...
i just feel tt tt's not her...
that's why i didn't talk the whole day...
lao pa say the 'water ghost' caught her...
den it's like...
how to say...
haiz...
den today went out with audrey and yinyee...
den talked alot abt secondary sch and stuff...
ate cafe cartel...
sat and talked for a while...
realised many things haf changed...
to the way that it never used to be...
bought a new book as well....
it's the modern snow white and seven dwarfs story...
but sorta diff...
read a bit le...
was super nice book...
there's a part in the earth that acts the way it didn't seem to be...
and happen to be such a scary world...
haiz...
this world is so scary...
suddenly felt so discouraged abt this realistic world...
these few days many stuff happened...
went to see serene...
she's so...
she looked so fragile...
but to be actual....
when i walked closer to see her i felt abnormal...
how to say...
got this very strange feeling...
got a voice telling me...
she's not my cousin...
she is not...
how to say...
i jus feel like i dun know this person...
tt is not serene...
omg...
it's like not say i couldn't recognise her or something...
it's tt i feel that...
it's like...
it's like her soul exchanged with another person or wat...
i just feel tt tt's not her...
that's why i didn't talk the whole day...
lao pa say the 'water ghost' caught her...
den it's like...
how to say...
haiz...
den today went out with audrey and yinyee...
den talked alot abt secondary sch and stuff...
ate cafe cartel...
sat and talked for a while...
realised many things haf changed...
to the way that it never used to be...
bought a new book as well....
it's the modern snow white and seven dwarfs story...
but sorta diff...
read a bit le...
was super nice book...
there's a part in the earth that acts the way it didn't seem to be...
and happen to be such a scary world...
haiz...
this world is so scary...
suddenly felt so discouraged abt this realistic world...
written at 4:04 PM
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written at 3:42 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007 haiz...
results out le...
didn't get up to my expectations...
was totally reversed from last sem...
but at least this time GPA merely hit 3...
izzit got or bad???
not sure...
but then...
haiz..
really sad...
not only because of results...
oso others...
really feel like breaking down to cry...
feel so alone...
now is really the time to let go of everything....
all has came to the end...
when some things ought to be let gone...
i should...
i've learn letting go before didn't i...
really fang shou fan er bi jiao zi you...
gai fang le...
results out le...
didn't get up to my expectations...
was totally reversed from last sem...
but at least this time GPA merely hit 3...
izzit got or bad???
not sure...
but then...
haiz..
really sad...
not only because of results...
oso others...
really feel like breaking down to cry...
feel so alone...
now is really the time to let go of everything....
all has came to the end...
when some things ought to be let gone...
i should...
i've learn letting go before didn't i...
really fang shou fan er bi jiao zi you...
gai fang le...
written at 12:48 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 Wow...
since exam ended like never one day can stay aty home and rest de...
it's like totally everyday go out...
monday go out with serhui...
tuesday actually got facial...
den got class outing so bo bian...
push facial again...
went east coast cycle...
and can anybody believe it???
i learnt how to cycle...
haha...
den my friends cannot call mi a stupid person liaoz...
haha...
learnt many things during the outing...
shall not say out....
these photos are taken on the day when i go out with serhui...
wuah super sian when taking bus to meet serhui....
this is taken on the way home on mrt with serhui...
the whole cabin was looking at us...
but we still keep on taking...
ya... den when taking photos got 1 auntie ask mi a stupid question...
this photo taken by aishah...
when learning cycling i hurt my leg...
scary rite...
since exam ended like never one day can stay aty home and rest de...
it's like totally everyday go out...
monday go out with serhui...
tuesday actually got facial...
den got class outing so bo bian...
push facial again...
went east coast cycle...
and can anybody believe it???
i learnt how to cycle...
haha...
den my friends cannot call mi a stupid person liaoz...
haha...
learnt many things during the outing...
shall not say out....
these photos are taken on the day when i go out with serhui...
wuah super sian when taking bus to meet serhui....
this is taken on the way home on mrt with serhui...
the whole cabin was looking at us...
but we still keep on taking...
ya... den when taking photos got 1 auntie ask mi a stupid question...
"how come your camera can take from front de....
den i reply...
coz mine in front got cam...
den she take out hers...
just nice oso nokia...
den hers is damn long ago de model...
den she keep trying but cannot take photo...
den she say...
"ours same phone wat... how come yours can take pic mine cannot"
den i explain again and again until i crazy le...
den mi and serhui ignore her...
den she walk to the other cabin to ask people...
den the cabin we in the people that saw the whole scene was like practically laughing at her...
feel bad...
how can laugh at people rite....
den tuesday which is yesterday went for class outing...
den tuesday which is yesterday went for class outing...
this pic taken on the way home with...
back: aishah, kelynn and me...
front: may, jiaen and jiazhen...
this photo taken by aishah...super nice scenery photos below....
when learning cycling i hurt my leg...
scary rite...the wounds hurt alot man...
even cannot sleep properly becoz of them...
but never regret learning cycling...
hahas...
realised that things dun seem the way it was when you see it from the base...
you have to see it deep enough to conclude stuff...
feel terribly on the ground when learning...
so embarrassing....
coz yunting, augu and kim saw that...
but they never laugh at me wor...
miracle...
and kim still run to buy water for me to wash the wound...
though my wound is swollen...
hurt my hands as well...
but shall not show the photo...
coz my palms are terribly swollen now...
and now got lots of muscle aches...
especially my butt!!!
wuahz hurtz...
but here i want to specially thank those who went for the outing and those who teach me how to cycle...
but most importantly thanks kim for tahan-ing with my stupidity for 3 hours teaching me...
hahas...
bows....
and ali and rest that encouraged me to keep on...
actually wanted to give up de...
but the people around mi keep encouraging mi...
not like some others that jus cycled off happily...
but that's all in the past...
i woken up from my mistake in the past...
sorry to those i've hurt before..
i was too insensitve...
so sorry...
and thanks to classmates that helped mi...
and oh ya...
yunting and augu for slowly cycling behind mi trying to "protect mi"...
thanks loads...
written at 7:27 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007 haiz...
this few weeks have been miserable weeks for me...studies...friendship...
haiz...
just finally no sch...
all prob can put aside...got lots of photo's to update lehz...
sianz...all the cny photos...
now den got time update..
this photo taken at the curry flavour shop...
before cny...
jie bring me there to enjoy myself before exam!!
the follwing photos taken on cny...
the third day of cny...
haha...
went bishan take bus back after going out the whole day...
den on the bus me and jie keep taking photos...
for around 30 min ba...
den the whole bus looking at us...
wuah hahaa...
ya... the following phots taken at mel's house...
this few weeks have been miserable weeks for me...studies...friendship...
haiz...
just finally no sch...
all prob can put aside...got lots of photo's to update lehz...
sianz...all the cny photos...
now den got time update..
this photo taken at the curry flavour shop...
before cny...
jie bring me there to enjoy myself before exam!!
the follwing photos taken on cny...
the third day of cny...
haha...
went bishan take bus back after going out the whole day...
den on the bus me and jie keep taking photos...
for around 30 min ba...
den the whole bus looking at us...
wuah hahaa...
ya... the following phots taken at mel's house...
on the second day of cny...
that small boy is her nephew...
super cute...
super cute...
chubby chubby cute cute de...
den if he roll up look like ball la...
wuah hahaha...
den mel's family damn cute...
especially the boy's mother...
coz she say you can call 'him' which is the boy...
can call him bear pig or wateva...
den everybody laugh like hell...
these photos taken at home...
mi and jie damn tired of waiting our relatives come le...
so we keep taking photos...
den cny see my cousins...
omg!!!
xiao xiao kor kor become soooo damn shuai la!!!
i see him is like my whole face go red...
first time see a guy will like tat...
guess nobody believe tt i really face go red...
den is like totally dun even dare look at him directly...
he is soooo damn shuai...
can compare with wuzun man!!!
he shouldn't have transfer from our sch to tp....
at least can bring our standard higher...!!
oh ya...
wanna call people out there...
my cousin is now in coma...
wan to call everybody...
can help pray for her???
everybody that read the newspaper should know...
during cny a singaporean girl went diving at perth and accident happen...
dunno why will sink to the seabed...
and now in coma...
hope everybody will help pray for her!!!
written at 5:33 PM
