Friday, July 28, 2006 haiz... i'm soo stucked up with projects... just finished my econs project thism onday... it was terrible... i totally screwed up coz i never really practice for my part and everything that comes out from my mouth is like so wierd... it's like come out like blah blah blah... all the words are like screwed together... omg... i'm gonna fail for my presentation!!! i want to die lo... dun even have time to practice for that speech la... coz it's like the night before need to do project den sleep until very late next morning quickly study for my stats ICA and then morning stats ICa den econs presentation... i dun even have time to relax la... omg... after that presentation den got project my OC project... omg... stayed back till very late tt day... faintz...
Tuesday is like terrible... got 2 hour break and zhen nv come so mi and may mama go junction 8 eat mos burger and her food keep dropping onto her clothes... laugh like crazy la... lesson from 10-5 plus den do OC project again... oso never do much lo... stayed till 6... reached home den i like dying le la... where got time to do other things... somemore can't seem to sleep though i have not slept well for 3 weeks... it's been so long since i had a good night's sleep la... 3 weeks of daily 5 hours sleep?? who can take it wor!!! somemore eat so much...
Wednesday was worse... accounting lesson from 8-11 den got this 3 hour break den OC quiz... it's like it was terrible lo... so mi mama and zhen mei go IBRC to study... but we ended up talking and saying ghost stories coz it's the hungry ghost festival.. so they were like so scared la... den we went for OC quiz... was drastic... and den was like so feel like sleeping la... den go for stats tutorial.... i totally never do the homework... was like rushing to copying teacher's ans... den i saw one guy ghost standing behind zhen zhen... den zhen and may was like playing... so dun wan to scare them.. den stats tutorial finish den zhen found out that she left her OC book in the comp lab... we were like running all the way back la... luckily in the comp lab got people so zhen can get back her book if not foreva lock inside le... wuah hahaha... den rush for project do from 5.20 to 6... was like so tired on the way home la... still reach home can't seem to sleep... watch tv den have dinner and sleep...
Thursday marketing lesson from 9-1 den lunch break den off for project again... do until 4 plus coz gonna rain le... rushed home so tt i won't be caught in the rain... omg... once i opened my house door... heavy rain... so lucky... did project at home... finished up mi part and then 8 plus le... den was like so giddy... i lack of sleep for 3 weeks... cannot help it.. den got little bit of temperature... was like so tired... had dinner at 11.30 den bathe den go sleep at 1 plus...
Friday... meet yunting at school at 11 but saw her at the bus stop so came to school together... but went to buy food first and she went to e-plaza first... went to e-plaza and eat... did project until now.... when can i get back my 12 hours good sleep...??? coz tml still must wake up at 6.15am for mentoring and then finish mentoring must rushed back to PL for Sec 4 farewell... omg.. den until 9 den can go home... omg... im dying soon... haiz... den sunday need to do homework and complete my speech for OC presentation and monday need to go school at 10... den then tay back for project and then tuesday presentation and wednesday after school going gym with mama den thursday maybe must call serhui out... feel so bad that i nv go out with her when she ask mi to go out... sorry!!!! friday need study for IT ICA3 den saturday mentoring and sunday hmk... when can i have my proper sleep!!!
Tuesday is like terrible... got 2 hour break and zhen nv come so mi and may mama go junction 8 eat mos burger and her food keep dropping onto her clothes... laugh like crazy la... lesson from 10-5 plus den do OC project again... oso never do much lo... stayed till 6... reached home den i like dying le la... where got time to do other things... somemore can't seem to sleep though i have not slept well for 3 weeks... it's been so long since i had a good night's sleep la... 3 weeks of daily 5 hours sleep?? who can take it wor!!! somemore eat so much...
Wednesday was worse... accounting lesson from 8-11 den got this 3 hour break den OC quiz... it's like it was terrible lo... so mi mama and zhen mei go IBRC to study... but we ended up talking and saying ghost stories coz it's the hungry ghost festival.. so they were like so scared la... den we went for OC quiz... was drastic... and den was like so feel like sleeping la... den go for stats tutorial.... i totally never do the homework... was like rushing to copying teacher's ans... den i saw one guy ghost standing behind zhen zhen... den zhen and may was like playing... so dun wan to scare them.. den stats tutorial finish den zhen found out that she left her OC book in the comp lab... we were like running all the way back la... luckily in the comp lab got people so zhen can get back her book if not foreva lock inside le... wuah hahaha... den rush for project do from 5.20 to 6... was like so tired on the way home la... still reach home can't seem to sleep... watch tv den have dinner and sleep...
Thursday marketing lesson from 9-1 den lunch break den off for project again... do until 4 plus coz gonna rain le... rushed home so tt i won't be caught in the rain... omg... once i opened my house door... heavy rain... so lucky... did project at home... finished up mi part and then 8 plus le... den was like so giddy... i lack of sleep for 3 weeks... cannot help it.. den got little bit of temperature... was like so tired... had dinner at 11.30 den bathe den go sleep at 1 plus...
Friday... meet yunting at school at 11 but saw her at the bus stop so came to school together... but went to buy food first and she went to e-plaza first... went to e-plaza and eat... did project until now.... when can i get back my 12 hours good sleep...??? coz tml still must wake up at 6.15am for mentoring and then finish mentoring must rushed back to PL for Sec 4 farewell... omg.. den until 9 den can go home... omg... im dying soon... haiz... den sunday need to do homework and complete my speech for OC presentation and monday need to go school at 10... den then tay back for project and then tuesday presentation and wednesday after school going gym with mama den thursday maybe must call serhui out... feel so bad that i nv go out with her when she ask mi to go out... sorry!!!! friday need study for IT ICA3 den saturday mentoring and sunday hmk... when can i have my proper sleep!!!
written at 2:28 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006 
MAy(mommy) zhen (mei) and me!!
Our Econs project group
Melody and mi
Zhen and mi back to back
Guess wat are we doing and where are we?
Mi And Zhen
written at 12:39 AM
Saturday, July 22, 2006 haiz... finally can come and blog le... after such a long time man... fianlly finish marketing project... i finally got over with the project i dreaded most... haha..
was like rushing for our project on wednesday and tq called... so sad cannot go meet her... haiz... went home at like 5plus 6 like that... had a great fun and a good game man... reliving stress haha... lol... that augu really freaked mi out la... grace and yunting also was like totally kana scared... haha... and we ran into the toliet laughing non-stop lol...
Thursday-- the most dreaded presentation-- TRIUMPH INTERNATIONAL... can you imagine it... and i kana the part where got most that type of pic!!! OMG!!! was practising my speech like crazy... on the bus to school was like need to run for the bus in heels!!! omg... was like feet hurtz.. and i knocked my head when i was about to sit down... thans to my heels man... on the bus didin't even dare to open my speech to practice coz it ws full of bra photos... omg... and zhen was laughing at me... wat the... got off bus reached school early so we sat down and practise talked and stuff... people were changing and printing their presentation and all i did was daydreaming... there's a prob with mi... that's me being blurred of wat would happen when i present... omg... then is like i was practically daydreaming during lecture lo... den lecture ended early so i went up to class but got people having test in our class so mi zhen may jiaen and melody went to toliet to touch up on our makeup.. den went back to class the person still having the test...
so we went to the classroom next door to prepare... den augu start to tell everybody to take note of my presentation part... wat the hell... i wanted to kill myself at that spot man... and presentation finally over when we were the 2nd group to present... and augu is like walking up forward during his speech like wanting to eat people up like that... haha... den after tat went to have lunch den pia econs project... and what did we do... only research when we only have one more weekday to do!! and we took lots of pic... later gonna upload... heex...
Friday: actually no school de den need to go back for econs project... den woke up late so rushed to school and wore the wrong type of shoe make until leg so pain...
ate sausage mcmuffin and then went to library for project... met augu there... and we all sat down for our project... had some breaks in between but it adds up to less than 30 minutes and we did project for 9 hours straight omg!!! and augu came to join us halfway talking to us... had a nice chat... and commented on his report... his teammates were really bad man!! leaving him with all the work... who doesn't want to rest rite!! even mi have been sleeping 5 hours daily for 2 weeks ready and im prepared to keep on like this for another 1 month la!!! and melody called augu 'gugu' and we laughed like crazy in the library... all of us were so damn stressed when i received a call that i almost wanted to kill myself...
tq called mi to tell mi that thanksgiving was at night... so i had to rush finish the project and run over to my secondary school met tq and jessie was sitting at the steps in my mini skirt and talking... then looked up in the sky and gazed at the stars... and realized tt it has been so long since i've look at the stars...really enjoywed the peace and then went to play basketball and i lied down in the middle of the court to look at the stars... saw many friends... heex... reached home at around 9.45... was dead beat...
Saturday- woke up at 6.30 for my cca... managed to rush finish preparations for cca...went for cca and was early so waited for the rest with nashida at the mrt station... heex... finished mentoring and the mentees are like so cute la... they are so hyper... recalling that was wat im in the past... haiz... hao huai nian ar!!! came home on the bus was like practically sleeping on the bus la... by myself and i managed to wake up when the bus reached my house... was so good la... was disgusted by the scene i saw when i got down the bus... shalll not recall that part... had a short nap of one hour and woke up piaing my report again!!! haiz... caled kartika.. and now still pia-ing report... haiz... and that augu is still going out for his pool practice... so shuang!! haiz...
shall upload the pic soon!!
was like rushing for our project on wednesday and tq called... so sad cannot go meet her... haiz... went home at like 5plus 6 like that... had a great fun and a good game man... reliving stress haha... lol... that augu really freaked mi out la... grace and yunting also was like totally kana scared... haha... and we ran into the toliet laughing non-stop lol...
Thursday-- the most dreaded presentation-- TRIUMPH INTERNATIONAL... can you imagine it... and i kana the part where got most that type of pic!!! OMG!!! was practising my speech like crazy... on the bus to school was like need to run for the bus in heels!!! omg... was like feet hurtz.. and i knocked my head when i was about to sit down... thans to my heels man... on the bus didin't even dare to open my speech to practice coz it ws full of bra photos... omg... and zhen was laughing at me... wat the... got off bus reached school early so we sat down and practise talked and stuff... people were changing and printing their presentation and all i did was daydreaming... there's a prob with mi... that's me being blurred of wat would happen when i present... omg... then is like i was practically daydreaming during lecture lo... den lecture ended early so i went up to class but got people having test in our class so mi zhen may jiaen and melody went to toliet to touch up on our makeup.. den went back to class the person still having the test...
so we went to the classroom next door to prepare... den augu start to tell everybody to take note of my presentation part... wat the hell... i wanted to kill myself at that spot man... and presentation finally over when we were the 2nd group to present... and augu is like walking up forward during his speech like wanting to eat people up like that... haha... den after tat went to have lunch den pia econs project... and what did we do... only research when we only have one more weekday to do!! and we took lots of pic... later gonna upload... heex...
Friday: actually no school de den need to go back for econs project... den woke up late so rushed to school and wore the wrong type of shoe make until leg so pain...
ate sausage mcmuffin and then went to library for project... met augu there... and we all sat down for our project... had some breaks in between but it adds up to less than 30 minutes and we did project for 9 hours straight omg!!! and augu came to join us halfway talking to us... had a nice chat... and commented on his report... his teammates were really bad man!! leaving him with all the work... who doesn't want to rest rite!! even mi have been sleeping 5 hours daily for 2 weeks ready and im prepared to keep on like this for another 1 month la!!! and melody called augu 'gugu' and we laughed like crazy in the library... all of us were so damn stressed when i received a call that i almost wanted to kill myself...
tq called mi to tell mi that thanksgiving was at night... so i had to rush finish the project and run over to my secondary school met tq and jessie was sitting at the steps in my mini skirt and talking... then looked up in the sky and gazed at the stars... and realized tt it has been so long since i've look at the stars...really enjoywed the peace and then went to play basketball and i lied down in the middle of the court to look at the stars... saw many friends... heex... reached home at around 9.45... was dead beat...
Saturday- woke up at 6.30 for my cca... managed to rush finish preparations for cca...went for cca and was early so waited for the rest with nashida at the mrt station... heex... finished mentoring and the mentees are like so cute la... they are so hyper... recalling that was wat im in the past... haiz... hao huai nian ar!!! came home on the bus was like practically sleeping on the bus la... by myself and i managed to wake up when the bus reached my house... was so good la... was disgusted by the scene i saw when i got down the bus... shalll not recall that part... had a short nap of one hour and woke up piaing my report again!!! haiz... caled kartika.. and now still pia-ing report... haiz... and that augu is still going out for his pool practice... so shuang!! haiz...
shall upload the pic soon!!
written at 11:31 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 haiz... this week is so terrible... i'm running short of money and plus lots of things to buy and even have lots of projects to do!!! i can't breathe!!! stress ar!!! this week is like whole week doing projects lo... monday marketing... tuesday lessons till 6... tml after school oral comm plus marketing thursday marketing presentation and after school pia econs project... friday back to school for projects... saturday mentoring... sunday homework and ICA and Quiz studies!!! do i have extra time for a Breath of fresh air?? NONONONO....!!!! i'm fainting and i have not even started for my revision for mi exams when it's 1 month later??? OMG... i need more time... it's the first time that i feel that time iss so precious!! and that 24hrs a day is insufficient for mi... i have not even slept well for 1 week le lo... insufficient sleep... insufficient time for studies... insufficient time for projects... insufficient time for friends... insufficient time for family... insufficient time for freedom!!! i really NEED TIME!!!
written at 7:50 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006 haiz... this week is like damn busy lo... next week oso... haiz... monday after school den got marketing project... wednesday after school got oral comm project... den thursday got presentation den saturday need to go for mentoring... omg!!! i'm fainting... that day go for mentoring ready killed mi... coz suay suay come tt thing den must walk up the hill... haiz... den that day oso cannot go swimming... haiz... now is like not even a single homework done and exams coming le den i not yet study!!! haiz stressed ar!!!
written at 4:26 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006 haiz... IM SOOOOOOOOOOO SIANZ>... came to school for just 50 min today... wat's this man!!! omg... wake up so early den just for 50 mins... never mind la... den still for this marketing lesson... this stupid sucking marketing lesson... i hate this module la... den still got so many projects... dun even understnad wat to do for the project la... haiz... so now wat do i do... staring into blank air... checking out people's blog??.... haha... den is like in school everywhere all cannot go... school blocked so many webbie!!! friendster cannot go... games webbie cannot go!! wat's this man!!!
everybody is like studying like shit in JC... my whole clique is in JC la... and none of them even bother about mi... haiz... thinking tat they all whole time study so no time for mi but it doesn't seem so... they go out and play together quite often and never call mi de lo... so i'm counted as invisible person???... think so ba... haiz... expected it last year le lo... so never put much hopes... at least i know they r happy le lo.... with mi around maybe they r not so happy ba... haiz....
exams are coming but dun even feel like studying lo... haiz... but still needa study... project exams.... haiz... dieing... never mind lo... later still can go out meet jiantong.. after the stupid marketing lesson!!! haha... and tt wengkin come to school see the teacher mushroom head den he leave... like tt win liaoz lo... and jiaen ar... dun jealous abt people go steady wor... you must believe tt your fated one will come to you soon... or not you get one but end up in misery oso not good ma... k.. cheerup wor!!!
everybody is like studying like shit in JC... my whole clique is in JC la... and none of them even bother about mi... haiz... thinking tat they all whole time study so no time for mi but it doesn't seem so... they go out and play together quite often and never call mi de lo... so i'm counted as invisible person???... think so ba... haiz... expected it last year le lo... so never put much hopes... at least i know they r happy le lo.... with mi around maybe they r not so happy ba... haiz....
exams are coming but dun even feel like studying lo... haiz... but still needa study... project exams.... haiz... dieing... never mind lo... later still can go out meet jiantong.. after the stupid marketing lesson!!! haha... and tt wengkin come to school see the teacher mushroom head den he leave... like tt win liaoz lo... and jiaen ar... dun jealous abt people go steady wor... you must believe tt your fated one will come to you soon... or not you get one but end up in misery oso not good ma... k.. cheerup wor!!!
written at 11:19 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006 haiz... IM SO TIRED... help... someone help me... i'm fainting... tired... and tt zhenzhen lucky lo... rain so heavily so nice to sleep she can take mc... just nice SICK wor... so can sleep... i can't sleep well!!! argh!!! sianz... exams soon... must jia you!!
written at 3:40 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006 
this photo is found by mi!!! haha... love it so much man! it's describing mi feelings!! it's so nice la!!! how i hope i got so artistic to draw this la... haiz.. im not so talented... changed my friendster profile!!! after so long!!! heex... hope next week can go out play play wor... den can relax le... and going to get free meal from jiantong soon!!! hahas... damn sick of doing homework la... dun even feel like doing it lo.... i'm sick sick sick and tired tired tired so i'm sick and tired.... argh... line taken from movie monster-in-laws... haha... gotta change my sis friendster profile!!! so tired la... haiz... but no choice... had this bad dream last night... haiz.. shall not say any of it.... it's too bad a dream... wat's the prob with my subconcious mind?? i must be going crazy man... haiz... mama i nedd medicine!!! haha!!! mama never give mi money to buy medicine!!! haiz... wrote testi for mama and mei today... think until like crazy wor... and still remember tt i cried in class yesterday... i feel so mahlu la... dun dare go school on monday le!!! haiz... i feel sooooooooo mahlu!!!!!v argh... wat's the prob with mi why can't i just tolerate for a while and go home den break down!!!! argh... make until mama and meimei worry for me!!! i feel guilty!!! v bad lehz!!! i'm a bad girl making people worry for me!!!
written at 2:34 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006 haiz... one whole week is finally over... first week after holidays seem so fast... and i realise that exams are so near and my frontpage project like did very badly la... haiz... so i must buck up for my exams... now revising le lo... haiz... doing marketing notes... following by econs and stats and so on... im gonna crazy... this few weeks ar is like very hard to go through... lots of lies and sadness... today cannot tahan broke down and cried on mama's shoulder and meimei was like crying with mi... argh... i feel so bad... haiz... den coz of mood ar... den eat and eat non-stop la... im gonna be a big fat pig soon!!! haha... haiz... im damn stress!!!
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this is damn sweet!! haiz... im tired... very tired... y must you bluff mi!!! i trusted you so much!! everybody cannot be trusted!!! eeks... broke down today think everybody saw mi crying la!!! i shouldn't have cried for such a lousy person.!!! haiz...
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this is damn sweet!! haiz... im tired... very tired... y must you bluff mi!!! i trusted you so much!! everybody cannot be trusted!!! eeks... broke down today think everybody saw mi crying la!!! i shouldn't have cried for such a lousy person.!!! haiz...
written at 2:58 PM
