haiz... tt day went to watch the movie RV... was like so damn farnie... laughed non-stop during the movie... people arounsd must have thought that i was crazy... lol...

den yesterday so damn bored then call qian to talk talk... den she studying... eeks... everybody studying so hard i feel bad lo... den talked for quite long and sms charis... knew tt she ok den good le... was like dunno how to say lehz... but hope my friends will stay happy foreva... heex...

today was like damn tired... and this stupid jie woke mi up for closing my room door... was like so damn hot though it was raining lo... den can't sleep le so wake up watch vcds... no vcd to watch le!! somemore no money to buy new one... so watch old de lo... watch ren wo ao you again!!! haiz... 3rd time le.... so no choice watch le den went out with jie to compass to eat my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at sakae again!! was so full!!! i'm gonna become a big fat pig soon!!! lol... hahas.. felt so uncomfortable to wear specs and never put on make-up... eeks... look auntie i guess... yucks.. lol... i'm so bored!!!

eeks... and our marketing project they want how de... it's like wth lo... first yunting go malaysia so we do first... den it's like cannot contact grace so ended up with me augu and syidah doing it den yunting blame us for not caling her do when she just returned to singapore... den now she want to do the frontpage project with her group first... but it's like it's her who went out of singapore den now like tt... my part i ready gao ding ready lo... since like tt i dun wan to do le... they just complete the rest can le... it's none of my business... worry so much for the project den turnh out like that... think of the project at home and nobody is thinking of any other points!! and i sleep late have lack of sleep and den have terrible headache and this is wat i get out of the project!! i'm gonna wash my hands out of this project le... i dun care anymore le lo!!! IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS!!!

haiz... this whole week like doing project all the way la... finally frontpage project 90% done le... can't wait to finish my marketing project as well... though i finish my part but feel bad to let them to do the stuff themselves... haiz... den is like this whole week so stressed la... have headaches kana stuff... den is like... omg... stress is the only word i can say... and last night is the only good night that i had after soo long... sucks man... holiday doesn't even seem like one... haiz... and jie say the frontpage project is like very less... means... have to do more... heard many bad news le... eeks... it's like damn sad lo... haiz... den is like can't wait for school starts so tt can get rid of these projects... actually thought frontpage we can finish in 1 day de... den research took so long... so finished it in 2 days... still got one part haven't do.. den zhen and may dunno how to use frontpage... so i do lo... need to go back to school again to do... haiz...

haiz... sianz... holidays finally here... den can have a good break... heex... but still got lots of projects to do... got one on triumph international... i dun even dare to take the survey to ask people to fill in la... omg... how am i gonna finish the project!!! and then the frontpage... haiz... until now only gao ding the homepage that index la... haiz... den is like they do research den i have to compile everything...

first time that i realized tt i should have listened to IT teacher in secondary school on the frontpage.. if not now dun need to forget this forget that le... haiz... den now is like they dun really know how to use frontpage so can only rely on mi... but my frontpage oso not very good lehz... how am i gonna gao ding this again!!! haiz...

and den my oral comm results suck... it's like i got do hand signals all tt den she say i stand there like a log... wat the hell la... is she never see the hand signal that i do la... den anyhow say i never do anything but stand there and talk like log... wat the hell... is like not my fault wat... den just because of one stupid word type wrongly forget to change den deduct mi 5 marks... so unreasonable la... it's like wth... cannot do wrongly mehx... she dare say she never do anything wrong in her whole life ar!!...

haiz... tired la... den the whole day raining... but lao pa and jie not at home... so early in the morning den woke up to keep the clothes and close the window... den stop raining den open window... how i know once i lie on the bed den it started raining heavily again!! den make mi climb out of bed to close window again!!! den forget it... decided not to sleep... den went downstairs to buy my breakfast and i was totally drenched even though i got bring umbrella and wore waterproof jacket... and i was totally drenched... was like so suay today... haiz... den it's like run all the way home coz cannot stand the feeling of the wet clothes sticking on me like dunno wat... haiz... and ate and play comp lo... i'm soo bored... all my friends all so busy studying for their mid year exam and coming prelims... haiz... den jie got too many projects to do... den zhen need to work and may go out with her friend... haiz...

so decided to stay at home lo... haiz... den listened to a song... very touching so cry lo... den recalled some news told to me yesterday... i really regretted it... i should have perservered longer if not these wouldn't have happened and both of us will not be so sad... but nothing could be done to salvage this situation anymore... i'm sorry... it's my fault...

haiz... feel like going and sing k but nobody to pei wo... coz haiz... like wat i say above lo... i'm so pathetic... dun feel like asking those that i not very close and of coz not going with guys... so too bad lo... stay at home do research lo... haiz... and i can't find that idiot thingy on the management of triumph international!!! haiz...

and yesterday just realized tt our marketing ICA1 teacher only tell us four points to study but augu never print for us the paper... so make until i dunno wat to study... and im gonna fail it!!! omg... feel like killing people lo... my aim to get all As is gone!!!

can that idiot person stop being so arrogant... the society now views everybody equal ok... stop thinking only you are the one high up there!!! even though now you can be tyhe best but these's always somebody around who can beat you ok!!!

haiz... last week got 3 ICAs den this coming week got 1 ICA and 1 quiz... accounting i still can handle... but the oral comm quiz is like so stupid la... and i'm gonna fail my marketing lo... i totally dunno how to do... my hope of all As is gone!!! haiz...

i hate school!!! not because of studies... i love studies... though tired of it but not to the extend of hate la... it's like my classmates ar... not girls but the guys is like zao geng zao geng... have they had enough!!! it's like they not tired ar!!... wth la... den in class oso cannot scold... very the irritating lo... i know guys have later puberty but not until now still haven't undergo rite!!! so childish for wat la... dun make me scold tt word straight into your face ok!! when i cannot tahan anymore den you are gonna get it from me k!!

den it's like holidays got so many projects!!! they are finishing me off man... with all that ICAs stress frens stress and projects... really feel like hitting mi head on the wall la... it's like dunno how to say lo...

den that day was zhen zhen's birthday.. it's like everything is so fake... though i think zhen and may didn't sense it... but felt some people were so fake la... had a fun day at orchard... created some short forms that only we understand it... was fun... and talking a lot... lol... had karaoke tt day... fun screaming out all my worries!! yes!!! was fun... though hui had to go home early so cannot sing for too long... den the toilet there soo scary la... once go in den got tis chill and den feel that the toilet is very 'dirty'... it's like mi and hui totally freaked out... den kept drinking... drank so much sia... den keep going toilet... so no choice but to act not scared... lol damn funny la...

den yesterday can't make myself to do homework... so watch tv the whole day... today do homework den realized that only got stats... lol... that's why can come online to do the oral comm research... haha... so happy... lol... den later can watch tv again!!!! yes i want to watch he jun xiang show... that handsome guy... heex...