Saturday, February 18, 2006 wads so great abt him?
some1 kindly hint?
he got me head over heels,
i loved him so i strongly feel.
he glanced over n caught my eye,
my face felt burnt...was that shy?
i felt so lost in his eyes...
like there's no way out,i don't know why.
he read my heart from my eyes,
n sensed i'm melting away just like ice...
he smiled, but it seemed so sly,
was it something he wanna imply??
but the smile took me for a fly to the clouds of hapiness in the sky.
lurking behind could all be lies, i couldn't see, coz love is blind.
some1 kindly hint?
he got me head over heels,
i loved him so i strongly feel.
he glanced over n caught my eye,
my face felt burnt...was that shy?
i felt so lost in his eyes...
like there's no way out,i don't know why.
he read my heart from my eyes,
n sensed i'm melting away just like ice...
he smiled, but it seemed so sly,
was it something he wanna imply??
but the smile took me for a fly to the clouds of hapiness in the sky.
lurking behind could all be lies, i couldn't see, coz love is blind.
written at 2:39 PM
haiz... now is like in total blankness... heex... blurred girl... now got lesser and lesser things to do... wanna go out everyday but no money... saving.... process of saving... haiz... now almost every week when papa not at home all go out la... heex... feel like go singing k... hope someone go with mi... wanna go out on sunday but nobody go out with mi.... so forget it la... heex... damn bored at home... computer computer computer... is my life left like that... new vcds oso cannot watch... jie la... she got exams so cannot watch and don't let mi watch oso.... haiz.. wanna faint... now ar everyday watching old vcds la... wth... and ser hui is studying so hard now... make mi feel like i'm useless... haiz... everybody is going jc and mi ... poly... did i make the wrong choice... i dunno... but found out that rachel is going nyp together with mi... yes!!! at least i have a companion... heex... at least i'm not by myself... hope got more fwens going nyp... and rachel is going business management.... but mi is banking and finance... hope she get into second choice... den same class as me le... pray***... actually she now oso want to get into the course i want le... but cannot change le... haiz... bored bored bored...
written at 2:27 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006 haiz... just sent in my choice of schools... hope that i didn't make the wrong choice... damn tired today... yesterday went out with ser hui... actually oso meeting jessie and yoda de... den haiz me and ser was looking for clothes to change my style... yups den if jessie and yoda around would be weird... took neos... den had to run away from jessie and yoda... run across the road when it was abt to turn red... den jessie and yolanda couldn't catch up... not bad bought clothes and shoes and some accessories... spent alot of money... more than 100 dollars... haiz... heartache lorz... den still need to pay for phone bills and so on... haiz... but yesterday was happy... ser came over to my house to help mi choose clothes den go bishan to eat den orchard to shop den compass to look for something... haiz but can't find the white skirt... but nv mind going with ser out again on the 11th to bugis to keep on shopping... heex... but felt so sorry to jessie... she go to orchard den we nv pei ta... haiz... sorry jessie!!!... den they scare us when we walk out of cine la... haiz... learnt alot... make-up clothes shoes.... actually i can wear heels!!!... was past my fav... heex... can't wait to change style completely...
written at 10:34 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006 knowing she'll never be yours again,
though love's there but so is pain.
ppl says that time will heal,
but time can't control how u feel.
yes,this song used to b a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind,the harder u try forgeting,
will mean the more u will be missing...
so let the 'love' n 'miss' go on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long,
but 1 day....
the love theme would just be a normal song.
though love's there but so is pain.
ppl says that time will heal,
but time can't control how u feel.
yes,this song used to b a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind,the harder u try forgeting,
will mean the more u will be missing...
so let the 'love' n 'miss' go on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long,
but 1 day....
the love theme would just be a normal song.
written at 2:44 PM
knowing he'll never be yours again,
though love's there but so is pain.
ppl says that time will heal,
but time can't control how u feel.
yes,this song used to b a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind,the harder u try forgeting,
will mean the more u will be missing...
so let the 'love' n 'miss' go on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long, b
ut 1 day....
the love theme would just be a normal song.
though love's there but so is pain.
ppl says that time will heal,
but time can't control how u feel.
yes,this song used to b a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind,the harder u try forgeting,
will mean the more u will be missing...
so let the 'love' n 'miss' go on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long, b
ut 1 day....
the love theme would just be a normal song.
written at 1:45 PM
ahhh... tml getting 'o' level results!!! so scared... had nightmares over it since the first day of the chinese new year.... poor me.... got black eye bags le... *sobs*... think i did badly... now everyday at home nothing to do... so it's like got no choice but hu si luan xiang.... haiz... hope all of us did well ba... and i finally changed my handphone... yes... so happy... the phone was sooo good... haha i didn't make the wrong choice... lala... and jiejie loves it too that she even wanted to change her phone le... haha... although it's not a folding phone which i had wanted but the functions was good and it was a 3G phone.... good... den i can make video calls le... heex... and it got two cameras... and can even take pictures like a digicam.... so good... haha... i love it men... now it's like feeling that like i have no future... or rather future is like on the rocks la... dunno how to say... but i feel helpless... haiz.... really under a lot of stress men... not yet get results all the relatives all asking ready lar... they are so insensitive and their tone is like you sure cannot do it that kind la... can't they feel that i'm nervous!!! sucks la...
written at 12:26 PM
